September 2003

sigh. so bored. not tired though. just joined 2 mailing lists just to see pictures of kyo and toshiya...haha. so bored you see. but they were rather nice. so now I'm like just waiting for the daily digest to eat up my yahoo mailbox. gosh.

I can finally play those horrid avi files! my dear table partner found the magic tool that made it work--it's called a DivX player. damn. my osakajo hall file is labelled divx/dvd rip and I didn't notice until just now! but then again, this filename only makes sense now that I have the player and I know what this divx thingy is all about. gosh so sucky...

last paper went past today! I'm so happy that I'm slacking here. But tomorrow onwards is another day of studying. so sad right. but anyway I have to continue. but no one said that the computer is not going to be on! so my downloads shall continue. the only problem is that I shall have to burn CDs soon otherwise everything will explode! haha!

I'm rather delirious as you can see. so I'd better stop screaming at myself in utter delight so as to stop the embarrassment. sheesh.

I'm getting excited again. It's all about next month and my lovely new layout! I cannot believe it. The month is ending again. Gosh it's the 28th for goodness' sake! Last paper tomorrow. After that must continue to study. Did I tell you that life in sec 4 sux to the max? I think I did. Even I didn't now I'm telling you.

Does anybody out there know why in the world is there a file called Dir en grey Beast of Blood circling around WinMX? It's utterly ridiculous. Beast of Blood is a Malice Mizer song! What the heck has it got to do with Dir en grey? Rubbish.

Well now I'm waiting for some more things to download...looks like it will never end really. Oh and I downloaded my precious POP IS DEAD PV!!!!! Miyabi!!! WEE!! I wanted that PV for SO LONG...hahaha...it's such a hilarious looking PV. But I haven't finished watching it yet. I haven't finished watching a lot of things. No time.

Oh and I've memorised everything of gyakujoutannou keloid milk except ONE line. So sickening! I shall go and see it later and make sure it goes in. If only my chemistry went into my head as easily!! Haiz. If only everything went in that easily. Oh well Abraham's Promise did. So I'm still a little redeemable. Haha. Like real.

Anyway just wait for my diru sisterhood aka toshiya X shinya next month...they are such lovely people...

gosh it's already the 25th. Yep it's been a long long week. Today's yafen's birthday, but I haven't got time to buy her anything...so sad.

I realised that I'm still crazy over gyakujoutannou keloid milk!! Goodness. I'm like singing it everywhere...haha. I think my friends are quite sick of me and my dir en grey fanaticism. I'm suppossed to be on my way, packing up and tying loose strings and making sure that everything looks perfect for cambridge to mark my composition, but obviously it's still a little messy. but much better already. at least i've got my pieces out. I know quite a number of my friends are going to go real screw loose tomorrow during lock up. For all you know they haven't even typed out the piece yet! okay I'm being mean. but practical.

sigh. perhaps I should stop this monologue and call that girl. she said 10 minutes. It must be nearly an hour. Well not quite yet. But i shall go call her and stop talking to myself a while. I've gone cranky over the past 2 weeks over the bloody prelim exams, which I prefer not to talk about. so must destress. gosh it's

ONLY PRELIMS....wait for O levels man.....ARRRHHGHGHGHARR!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired!! It's finally the weekend. But I know that I shouldn't be here slacking really. But I'm seriously tired. Tired of being a mugger. But I've brightened up! I've found a new DEG song to go crazy over!!

Embryo embryo embryo....so nice! I love that song! Although I still like gyakujoutannou keloid milk, but well depends on my mood. Speaking of embryo, my stupid biology paper had a question on the embryo!! Gosh! I barely studied that part and it had to be a compulsory question. I was so so so disappointed with the fact that heredity didn't come out at all. So sickening in fact. I was counting so much on it. But I fear that it may come out for practical. Then I'm really doomed.

But for now it's back to math school. I've got a math AGAIN on tuesday...doomsday. I cannot flunk! I'll die a horrible death. Then I'll look worse then kyo after his bloody display. OH NO!!!! CANNOT!!

Okay. okay. calm down. OHHHH I love the song embryo!!!

[My sweet mother...”÷?Î‚ñ‚Å?@?@’g‚©‚¢–°‚è‚ð?ÅŒã‚É...] AHHH!!! written by killer duo kyo and kaoru! the best musicians in the world!!

I am going kaput soon. Very soon. I suddenly realised that I have chem and lit and physics to worry about when next week comes but I'm still stuck in math school. shit. I'm in deep shit I tell you. And it doesn't help that I'm stressing my computer by downloading non-stop. Perhaps that's my way of destressing. Oh that's a load of rubbish too anyway. I've just downloaded what I think are useless PowerPoint slides from out textbook and have concluded that I shall go dig out Johara and Tan Ying's notes to read instead. This will drive me crazy. I'm thinking of mass filing tomorrow. Will that be too late? Better late than never. But I'm rather lazy you know. And I haven't called ee wei yet. I told her I'll call after dinner, but after dinner I was stuck at channel 23.

Speaking of which, Schumacher got pole position again after SO MANY RACES. Although rather entertained by the many weird (or rather not so commonly seen) names on the top 5, finally Schumacher's back on top. Even though I am rather pissed that he beat Montoya (well it was partially his own fault) but I'll rather support Schumie than that sickening Raikkonen anyday.

Enough of Formula One. Must get on to Dir en grey. Wee! I finally got my Embryo PV. It took so long. I even managed the AX factory live! Okay these 2 files must be damn old on some people's computers but I don't care. In fact I'm getting rather proud of my Dir en grey video collection. It's pretty...erm...big. In fact, it's OMG it's 3.05GB. Did you see that? 3.05GB. Gosh that's scary. Very scary in fact. Oh me oh my...that's a lot of space taken. My computer has barely 15 GB to survive on and DEG has taken one third!! Oh no! Then I must delete the files that I've burnt onto CD-R....so sad. I enjoy opening the folder and looking at my collection. Perhaps I shall make a page out of it. MY COLLECTION OF DIR EN GREY VIDEOS. Wow. Cool. Try my collection of DEG mp3s. I have everything. Yay! Okay I'm really outta my mind sorta so better go back to studying physics....ARRGH!!

Gosh I'm hungry....you know I have a lovely new idea for my layout in November ...haha. I must be out of my mind right, thinking so far ahead. But anyway I'm like that so just accept it, alright? I thought of just putting kyo and the title as regurgitation, but I realised that the title is meaningless if I just talk about puking and kyo, the ultimate puker ISN'T puking. So actually I thought I might find some picture of kyo and his lovely vomit out there but apparently there aren't any nice ones. The nicest ones I found were stuck on winamp skins. Hey! Maybe I should download the skin and steal the picture! haha. actually my real idea was to take screencaps of the Rock Legend #111, the part where they show kyo puking blood and brush it like nuts on photoshop, but perhaps there isn't enough time.

Oh and I finally know how to sort of use photoshop brushes. I think after this bout of exams it's time to learn how to get this program working properly. I'm so bad at it that I can't believe it. There are so many crazy filters and lovely brushes and I am at a loss at how to make all of them work. So sad right? I must do something about it. After my exams. Very good. Goal-setting is a good habit...hahaha, which I never do.

Really hungry. I'm beginning to wonder where's my mum. She has my food!! Terrible, I think my stomach wall is crumbling....go find something to fill my tummy....

Woohoo! I'm beginning to like kyo more and more...gosh he looks just so good in the Dir en grey program 2003 video!! Gosh gosh gosh...I'm going to stutter kyo again soon...compose yourself. Okay. But he really looks nice. His hair is nice, his voice is nice, he looks real good and healthy okay. And I'm falling in love with gyakujoutannou keloid milk! It's such a nice song. But goodness it's really rather high. And Kyo still sounds good! Muahaha I am really turning into some kyo fanatic over here. And to think I used to hate kyo because he was short and ugly and really gross and rude! Sheesh! *Bangs head hard*. Oooh...giddy. Back to watching kyo in gyakujoutannou keloid milk! I remember it's somewhere around the 10min and 10-12sec....something like that. Oh the song is so nice and the singer is nicer!! I somehow feel like buying 5 ugly kingdom yokohama arena 2003 now...GOSH!!!!

I'm on another downloading spree!! I've finally got to downloading the Dir en grey program 2003! And I think it looks really nice. But it's rather slow though...and you know I was just looking at the file name. It says 20030511, which means that this program was aired on the 11th of May this year, right? I thought the date so damn familiar. Then it hit me. 11th May is MY BIRTHDAY...*dots*. Gosh I am SO SLOW! So sorry. I started laughing at myself. So dumb. So much for thinking that the date was so familiar. Then I'm also downloading the Macabre Quake tour. Goodness I'm am so mixed up with all the Macabre tours. It's driving me nuts in fact. So I shall just download all of them and check out differences myself. Easier said than done.

Anyway I'm stuck with Abraham's Promise in front of me. Gosh I am so gonna bash his face.

Bleagh. I feel like puking now. I just had such a long day. In fact I'm thinking of sleeping early tonight. I had 2 English papers, gosh the composition was such crap. I kinda copied 304 goushitsu's mv...such a cheater right? But hey at least I had the courtesy to change the point of view. I narrated from the girl's point of view, and allowed kaoru to talk, and hey, they belong to a hospice! better than a mental institute okay...

Anyway after that was damn shitty social studies...I won't ever forget that I had to study social studies okay. I'm like so sick of it. And so bloody tired. And I really think I'm gonna flunk it soon enough. And that sux. Why? Because I need social studies...Sigh. I'd better go and memorise Abraham's Promise so as to pull all my marks up. Sheesh.

And then math tuition...well, I asked for it. My mum offered to change the time for me but I insisted. So that's purely my fault. And then now I'm staring at my lousy music composition, thinking how the heck am I going to settle this stupid piece by September 26th. Gosh it's such a stressful thing man.

So now I'm paragraphing like a nutcase trying to tell the whole world about my horrid day. I am going mad.

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okay that's scary.

I've just stolen the HTML coding for background music files and applied it to my blog! So nice. But very scary for those who come to my blog and then dir en grey starts blaring. A pity it does take some time to load though. Perhaps I shall lower the bitrate a little more. But I seriously think 64kpbs is rather the max. Anymore and I think the quality will really be shit. I mean 64 is radio quality already, so if it's lowered...gosh. But anyway this specially chosen file, Egniyrs cimredopyh +an injection is written by my lovely toshiya-san and kyo-sama so...hee.

it seems that the stupid title isn't working. so I shall ignore it altogether. gosh and that ms sim still hasn't sent the o level music practical cover sheet to us yet. Is she waiting for my o levels to come before mailing it? sigh. actually i'm here because I'm sort of bored. In fact I am very bored. But i need to study for social studies...I'm so tired of it already. But I haven't finished yet.

I just realised that I've been trying to download kaede~if trans~ for like nothing...because I already have 3/4 of the videos inside. I'm just missing waza. Oh in fact that reminds me. My friend suggested that I put up a wish list. Do files I want count too? Haha. Just kidding. Maybe I'll put it up with my next layout. But I'm thinking of changing my layout. I intended to put the famous toshiya X shinya picture, but come to think of it, it's like an overdose of totchi already. So I thought of putting kyo, and calling it ~regurgitation~...cool right? haha...I think too far ahead.

I think that's all I want to say for now...oh and yifang if you're reading this do tell me if my new totchi layout is nice!! Honestly I'm pretty proud of it...I like the colour!

Psst. I think I'm crazy.

I'm so excited! My new layout is finally up! I've waited so long to do this. I think you must think that I am really really insane but listen to this: I've got the picture for the next layout done already. Haha. It sounds real crazy. But then again, I'm doing it this fast because I know that if I don't do it now, I won't have the time to change my layout next month due to impending exams...it's easier to blog than to do the full layout. But anyway it's done and I must really go...