gosh my feet are so damn tired...I'm stuck at yi fang's house now...I have no idea how we are going to get her down. never mind that now. let's see if we can get to finish watching a kindred spirit. my feet are so painful!!!
the downloads are suddenly doing very well. I finished the ain't afraid to die 5 ugly kingdom live!! so nice! I still love shinya's dress...it's too nice already...but it's a little too low cut for me. oops...
oooh....I have no more inspiration to blog further...I'll see about typing like 5 days later...I won't be here from 1-4 December...SF retreat! angela's break. haha...
I envy dream...I ENVY DREAM!!! @ 6:02 PM
gosh I'm going mad compiling songs and thinking of songs at the same time. in fact I think I'm getting too busy for myself. I think after the retreat I should be feeling much better. In fact I'd better. I'm like so tired and waiting for everything to be over soon so that I can rest a while. but looks like it isn't to be so. but anyway I've finally finished my worship song planning so that's one down. my mum bought the lovely shoes and borrowed a handbag for my prom, so that's 2 down.
but I still haven't bought the birthday present! oh my goodness the party's tomorrow for goodness sake and I intend to go there empty handed?? not possible. I'm definitely buying something.
I just settled the above problem with my friend. sigh. this is so stressing man. next week I still can't upload the new layout because of my church camp but you can preview it here.
I envy dream...I ENVY DREAM!!! @ 10:03 PM
finally handed in my registration for PAE. so difficult to choose a stupid JC. arrgh it's just another educational institute...sighz.
okay that's problem one done. but I still haven't settled my worship songs yet! I have absolutely no idea and I'll churn it out by tomorrow. to myself anyway. haha. that's a privilege. can you imagine if I kept getting calls to chase me?? gosh I think I'll just cry. But then again my skin's pretty thick so yah I think I can handle it. yeah baby...
oooh prom prom prom....I got the oh-so-lovely top I wanted and it's so nice!! and I suddenly remembered this skirt that I've long forgotten that has the same colour combination too!! so wonderful. WEE!! but I've perpetuated yet another problem. I don't have shoes nor a nice bag. DAMN. never mind I'm going out again to watch matrix with my sister and then I'll try to settle everything by then.
and my final problem called a birthday present. oh it's so difficult! I spotted this really cute soap bar holder but WHO THE HECK TODAY USES A SOAP BAR HOLDER????
ooh. forget it. find something on saturday when I go out with my sister.
I envy dream...I ENVY DREAM!!! @ 10:32 PM
oh man....I hate PAE...still thinking really. but I think I'll go meridian after all. it isn't too bad and isn't too far and yah. I suppose it won't harm going there for 3 months would it? I guess not. I'm tired of thinking and thinking.
next problem. sister dropped a BIG BIG BOMB on me yesteray...I have to lead worship for the retreat and my first I/C (oooh that clarence) is not going. great. it's not that I don't want to lead worship, but it's so tight...I'm supposed to hand in the songs by like TOMORROW...that's madness. luckily it's to myself. haha.
another problem. prom. oh damn damn damn. I'm like so hard pressed for time. I suddenly realise that I still do not have a decent bottom to wear with that oh so lovely top I found and next week I have camp until thursday and friday is my prom night. congratulate me. NOW.
and then after that, just when you thought it was all over, I've got another problem. what to buy for my darling sister who's birthday falls on the 18th of december??!! I really don't know. in fact speaking of birthdays, I still haven't gotten a present for tay yifang who's birthday party is like 30th november which is this freaking sunday!! oh no what am I going to do?
then when you really thought it was really really ALL over, here comes Christmas! and I still have to get presents. especially for those closest to me...I've decided what to do but it takes time, time, TIME!!!! oh no I'm screaming and screaming OH NO....
sheesh. I typed all that above so fast that I'm getting so tired out and stressed out and I'm still typing damn fast. ohmy I think I'd better TIME myself properly and make sure everything goes on schedule. it'd better.
disappoint...resignation...anxious...alienation...desperate...isolation...envious
[ooh my favourite miya song Jibun Kakumei 2003!!]
I envy dream...I ENVY DREAM!!! @ 9:28 PM
ohmy I think I've seriously gone a little crazy over miyabi. does that mean I'll talk more rubbish? perhaps. I've been trying hard not to grin at anything I see or open my eyes wide at absolutely anything or attempt twirling drumsticks and screaming in the bathroom etc...yeah baby miyavi traits. lovely. no matter how crap or crass he becomes I'll still like him! wee!!
but I just couldn't help but gush at this lovely PURPLE bear (oh yes my favourite colour) at cold storage earlier!! Oh my it's so FURRY and CUTE!! it has the ultimate POT BELLY but who cares? it's a teddy bear for goodness sake! it's sitting by my side now...my mummy bought it for me! I should take a picture of it soon. It's freaking cute. KAWAII!!!!!
oh no I'm screaming again. but I can't seem to help it. I'm freaking hyper today. and I just can't blog today. it isn't like the past few days where I blog like so much so much maybe because it hasn't been very eventful today...
BUT I LOVE MY NEW PURPLE TEDDY!!!
I envy dream...I ENVY DREAM!!! @ 6:25 PM
haha I know which live it was with shinya's lovely dress!! It's the rettou gekishin ain't afraid to die live! my favourite song...I love that song, and the way it enthralls the fans. It's simply amazing.
oooh there's this pain searing in my leg and it's terrible. I think it's from all the days of walking through malls. maybe it's really a bad idea to jam the malls. but I must find something nice to wear for prom. it's not an option. it's a must. in fact I saw a very nice top today! it's nice but I couldn't find anything in the vicinity to match it. then kai ting still told me not to wear black...that's not quite possible. it's quite a class colour you know. I don't care if it looks like TKGS's funeral. I'm wearing black and that's that. No questions asked.
sigh. but I must get this done fast. I don't have much time. SF retreat will take up 1st to 4th December and when's prom? 5th lorhx...then how? so I must settle it. it's such a burden suddenly isn't it?
oh and I received my testimonial today...it's so full of shit that if I had a bucket of whatever kyo eats before concerts I'll puke all that and more out. the stuff it says is so amazingly unbelievably GOOD that anybody will puke, regardless of whether you know me or not. I dare not put it down...I don't quite wish to induce puking over here at Girls, be ambitious. rather difficult to clean up you know...
gosh I'm talking crass again. help me say thanks to miyavi. I think I've heard too much, way too much of that egocentric guy. he's so...EGOISTIC!! gosh if you need a classic example of an egoistic person who thinks of nothing but himself and thinks that he himself is the best in world, look for miyabi. he's ultimate.
I'm so mean. I'm like ruining his reputation online. haha. but who the heck out there doesn't realise miya is so egocentric? haha....
I envy dream...I ENVY DREAM!!! @ 9:24 PM
oh gosh the first thing I see when I open this page is kirito, thanks to my previous entry. You know today I went to Spotlight and I saw some really nice material...I saw one that looked like shinya's dress!! But I can't remember which live it was that he wore that dress. It's very nice! It's a criss-cross back with white front/back and blue sides and it's sleeveless. I don't care I'm gonna look for that live and check out whether I can make that dress. It's really nice. I think he's wearing pants underneath...coz if he didn't I think the dress is too short for him to play the drums and then we'll see things we may not want to see....haha.
Prom dress is such a bother! If only I could wear the shinya dress...haha. It's really nice and all. A little like picnic girl type but WHO CARES??!! it's shinya's. anything he wears is DAMN NICE. trust me on that one. I mean I could put links here if no one wants to believe that a guy will wear nice dresses. Seriously man. He wears nice stuff. And if it weren't so freaking impractical and expensive I would have chosen to wear like his myaku image one....it's like damn nice and real cool.
Well....so mind boggling. And I am so tired after walking so much this afternoon. I thought it wouldn't be so hectic but I guess with Carissa around I have to keep walking. And my hand AMAZINGLY still smells of Estee Lauder's Pleasant!! I don't believe this. Can you imagine? I've bathed already you know....
I think I've blogged a lot again. I think everytime I blog nowadays it's always like freaking long. Don't ask me why. And it is so hard to read on this layout. I mean it's like a long narrow column of words.
ENOUGH. I'm already PISSED that Australia didn't win England in the rugby world cup. So pissifying!!! I'm so disappointed. I came home just to watch the extra time, watch them kick in a penalty and then that Wilkinson must shoot a drop goal. DAMN.
@ 11:48 PM
Kirito | The Freelance Maniac:
Arent you lucky! As long as you keep him on your
side, carrying out acts of mass murder and
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ohmy kirito's a real nutcase....what does it say about me...?! *evil grin*
You're Miyabi.
..and you think your lip is holy. Well, technically
it is,(Ha. and pigs fly.), er... Anyway, if
you've noticed, I don't know much about you.
But from what you say, neither do you, so I
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miya miya miya...eh...so erm vague huh...
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I don't believe this....
I envy dream...I ENVY DREAM!!! @ 9:00 PM
gosh I didn't realise that I'm still pretty bored at home. Why? because I slept for 12 hours...yah I woke up at like 12:30 today (horribly late by my mum's standards) and there's like nothing to do but go online and watch TV and play the piano and talk on MSN. Which, by the way, you can't keep doing. Either my brain goes bust or my eyes go bust. In fact I've seen so much eye-candy over these few days that my nose is malfunctioning. What happened? Bleeding, obviously...
I just finished downloading the Akuro no oka 5 ugly kingdom live secret file and OMG kyo looks super. I like him in black hair. I don't understand what's with him and his blonde hair. Not that he didn't look good in it, especially in the Yokohama Arena live one, but...hello?!! asians have DARK coloured hair...and Japanese have BLACK hair. I don't know why but I just don't like the idea of people dying their hair. Especially if the reason is to follow the caucasians. Rubbish. Are we inferior? NO.
Haiz. I've got a busy weekend ahead of me! Tomorrow I'm back at EH and saturday, miraculously according to my ASL I'm going back to see my juniors....haha...others are coming along too. And then after that I'll vroom out with vicky, adibah and carissa...then on Sunday it's SF cleaning day. Goodness knows what we're cleaning. Just hop it doesn't end too late because I still have a briefing on SF retreat and then I've gotta meet eewei at esplanade...We're gonna look at the flowers! I'll take some pictures and you guys can see.
I suddenly realised how coherent I'm sounding today especially after the outburst the other day due to after brain drain a math paper and too much miyabi. I'm still suffering from too much miyabi, and I've even churned out my new layout for december, which is total MIYABI...gosh and I'm really crazy over Jibun Kakumei 2003. In fact it's in my head all the time. I still admire Miyabi for his incredible tongue. Goodness how does he sing his songs if the lyrics are either too many to fit or all jumbled up and some are screamed or shouted or whispered halfway and GOSH. Ah to put it simply I'm in love with a nutcase named Miyabi.
I think I've blogged like super much today. enough for now...
I envy dream...I ENVY DREAM!!! @ 5:46 PM
great. now i am officially ABLE to BE here! haha! I've gone gaga over miyavi absolutely and I'm laying my hands on everything miyavi!!!
oooh....I realised that the quote was a little wrong the last time...it's
I've got freedom and duty, so I sing along with solitude"
it doesn't make sense, but then again, when did miya make sense? I just visited night in girl and realised that miya is really really singing RUBBISH...
my mum's gone to the esplanade to see flowers....I wanna go too! But wait. I am! just that it's on sunday and I have to pay for it myself...haha.
gosh I'm a little high yet not really (must pretend like my exam not over so as not to depress others) so...ermz...haha
I think the talk rubbish syndrome is rubbing off me. My grammar doesn't really seem right today either. DARN it's al miyabi's fault!!!!!! ARRRAGH!!!!!!!!!!
I envy dream...I ENVY DREAM!!! @ 2:38 PM
haha I'm here again when I "shouldn't" be here...well I don't quite care if you haven't realised. I'm just on the computer on the pretext that I need the mp3 to study for my music that's on tuesday. Well honestly I don't care much for Bach but it seems I must care about his work for one last time (I sincerely hope).
OMG you know I asked my friend to help me order the Dir en grey rettou gekishin DVD online for me and she bought Vulgar for me too?????WEEEE!!!! OMG I was so surprised. WEEEE!!! it has my drain away, my kasumi...and I heard that marmalade chainsaw and increase blue ain't too bad too...WEE!! can't wait for it to arrive. especially that lovely DVD of mine...ooohh.....
just finished watching POP IS DEAD by miyavi again...haha i love that PV you know. it's damn cute. oh well being cute is one of miyavi's best acts...haha. seriously he's a crazy dude man...but whatever. I like him that way...
I guess that's all for today. it's back to a math tomorrow....DARN!!! so sickening...and did I tell you I have to go for tuition again on sunday? SUNDAY!!! gosh!!
"I have freedom and duty...So I just sing along with solitude..." - POP IS DEAD miyavi
I envy dream...I ENVY DREAM!!! @ 11:27 PM
gosh I suddenly realised that it's been such a long time since I last blogged! goodness...and tomorrow's the start of o levels and what in the world am I doing online? good question right. well mainly to blog, especially since I still insist on changing my layout every month. also I finished downloading 2 new files of diru!! haha...
anyway just blogged so that it looks better and less outdated. but it didn't help, did it? I'm watching my favourite file again...yes it's the Rock Legend Program...haha kyo looks super good in there. trust me. I guess I'll be back to blog again after o levels. trying to keep off the computer for the next 2 weeks. DRAIN AWAY!!! byeee.....
I envy dream...I ENVY DREAM!!! @ 2:30 PM