16th June
okay I've got a new craze. or rather a craze I can't quite grasp. there's this lovely band out there called muse but I have no idea who in the world they are and their official site actually has no biography or profiles of any sort. win already lohrx...but the song Time is running out is really nice. although I'll be using hate this and I'll love you for my august layout I really love this song. it's been running for some time now...as usual my habit of putting songs on repeat mode is ever so infuriating. I don't know how I can stand it but I can. so that's that. like I give two shits about others. ah actually I do but damn it this is MY blog so who gives anything about you?!
uhhhhhh....moan. so bored. stupid avril isn't online. when I'm online she isn't online and when I wasn't online last night she was. damn. oh dear I was supposed to get rid of the 'damn' thingy wasn't I? okay should stop now.
oh man really stuck on time is running out. and not to mention their super angsty lyrics. oh yeah baby. you will be the death of me.....
time to add new people to my links list. yeah add avril and mae. go add now before I forget. and mae's layout is pretty pretty purple! I did that last month so no purple for a while...and congrats avril for doing something about that layout of yours but honestly after I looked at the site where the layout supposedly comes from, I wonder what the heck is this avril thinking? it's like a site on all shoujo manga layouts which includes stuffs like love hina and fruits basket and etc! gosh. *smack forehead* well but it's better than me. just came from the Yaoi Shrine. yeah it's the ultimate gay site for all manga lovers. but they didn't have kaori yuki and I am so utterly disappointed. hehehheh even though I have the entire scan of the Boys next Door comic book it's not enough! I know she has full colour thingies on those magazines like hana to yume and stuffs and honestly kaori yuki draws the prettiest boys ever.
okay before I suffer further nosebleeding and get life squeezed outta me, I shall stop blogging now and do something more constructive. perhaps my august layout? which will feature, instead of shinya (I'm so sorry darling), it will be jezebel and cain from the beautifully drawn and thought out comic by kaori yuki which is still sitting in my house. I really don't have the heart to return it to jia en but I know I must. haiz.
before leaving, I can't resist but put the lyrics down here. kiss your life goodbye my dears...
Time Is Running Out ~ muse
I think I'm drowning
asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
that you've created
you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
you will be the death of me
you will be the death of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted
now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
you'd never dream of
breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this?
ooooohh
you will suck the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
ooooohh
10th June
doing crazy things again. hehheh. since I realised that there aren't anymore linkin park pvs I wanted to download, I just switched to downloading their anime pvs. of course none of these anime thingies are official but hey it's pretty much fun watching them. although it doesn't seem like anyone makes anything out of angel sanctuary but it doesn't really matter. but due to the angry nature of linkin park music and lyrics, I kinda get lots of very violent and bloody stuffs. but who cares. like I ever bothered about bloodshed. well at least anime is fine. so long as they're not real humans.
haha found a new jrocker to drool over. if there's enough on him I might just get a little more over my linkin park. oh yeah he looks good. daigo stardust anyone?? gosh he does look good. other than the fact he isn't visual. but he's got the boy look, not the female look. so perhaps visual is not the right thing for him. he sounds like kiyoharu though. yeah I downloaded this clip from last year's Beauti-fool fest. it's his first song maria featuring miyavi. actually if not for the word there miyavi staring at me I wouldn't have given it two shits. but then again it has been a good thing. or so I thought. hehheh. I think he's actually younger than miya chan?? oh gosh. and I thought that miya is already young enough for a jrocker. now it seems that daigo kun is younger! yeah those who know the clip would know what miyavi did to the poor boy. yes he kissed him out of nowhere. and I mean out of nowhere because poor daigo kun looked absolutely flabbergasted for a few moments and suddenly he recollected himself and carried on singing. I've never really enjoyed fanservice okae, but this one was funny because he didn't see it coming and didn't know what the heck to do after that. most jrockers, or rather all the jrockers I've seen doing fanservice either enjoy it or have absolutely no reaction. or at least the reaction wasn't as funny as this one. so caught off guard kind of thing. hahhah.
so mean huh, laughing at a poor guy who got kissed by beautiful miyavi (who's unfortunately a guy too) for no reason and without warning. haha his face was so cute...that look on his face? was priceless! great quote from seeing shadows. oh yeah I liked that script super much. I really did.
enough! OUT! is tomorrow! better sleep earlier. I don't know if avril is coming online or not. it's nearly 11 and there's no sign of her. I wasn't supposed to be online tonight but just couldn't help it. hehheh. and I keep laughing to myself. gosh I must be going nuts. it's really time to sleep earlier.
9th June
angry. stupid prawn. went back to see my section, not see her. and she had to scold me. again. I told carissa that I absolutely do not want to see her but in the end we did and this is what happens. oh great.
we were totally jinxed today. first we sat on the creaky swing, then carissa got motion sickness. they played the same part again and again and carissa and I got headaches. after that we had to brave the rain and get all wet and then got scolded. then I got the wrong part of the chicken for my chicken rice. and it doesn't end there. carissa got extra wet by the rain because this lady who wanted to board the bus blocked her way. in the rain. then I slipped on a step on that lousy overhead bridge at paya lebar mrt and hurt my back. ouch. there's going to be this gigantic blue black tomorrow. after that when carissa wanted to top up her farecard the machine refused to accept her money. spastic things. not to mention vicky got a headache trying to do her maths in the dark. all because it rained. and she had to use her umbrella. great. what a day. terrible. oh and I just got my o level cert today and I bent it. why? because I fell down that stupid stairs. shit.
so angry today. she scolded us for nothing. absolutely nothing. but I've already ranted it all on avril and I don't wish to scream about it again. otherwise I shall just get angrier and that's not nice. so I shall shut up and perhaps turn on my linkin park again. I don't know if turning it on will increase my blood pressure or not so I haven't touched my realplayer. but it really is getting rather quiet. I shall try. if something happens you know next time I shouldn't play linkin park or for that matter, any music at all when I'm angry.
oooooh. enough. don't be angry anymore. not worth your temper. oh yeah baby. be good.
7th June
oh joy I'm supposed to be having a project work meeting online now but it seems that people have forgotten. or at least strangely enough fiona hasn't forgotten because she's actually online this early, and the rest...oh well.
it doesn't matter. not now. I'm so delirious and tired from yesterday. you know I've never eaten so much flour in my entire life. I shall abstain very much from flour now. everything last night for dinner was flour. all because we went to a vegetarian restaurant for dinner to celebrate my grandma's birthday. oh great. all of us meat eating cousins were sitting at one table and staring at all the flour that was coming our way. the list of food we read looked pretty nice but honestly although the food looked good, flour will NEVER taste the same. like what was I thinking right...flour can't taste like anything else but flour. and wern huei was so funny...he said you remember the taste of one you remember all. true loh...because it's all flour! hahhaa. not to mention that the noodles that came were nice, but then joyce took one look at it and said oh no it's flour again! oh gosh. and when the dessert arrived, sister had to tell us that the sago is also flour. GOSH! I've really never ever eaten this much flour in one day! crazy!
okay enough of all that flour. I'm been ranting about it for some time. now I'm waiting for 2130 to arrive then I can call avril again and talk properly. but then again, she'll be eating dinner. darn. never mind. we'll see how long this crazy project meeting takes. yeah it suddenly started. and I mean suddenly. because the messenger window popped out of nowhere and honestly the meeting is like going nowhere too. gosh.
arrrrgh. it's really not going anywhere. thank goodness I have my dearest from the inside to accompany me! oh yeah baby, I still love that song very very much. really. it's such a heart wrenching song that seems to touch the bottom of me. just makes me feel like crying after that.
oh great the PW meeting is like over and it's been like 15mins only. and honestly whatever man. I think online is a bad idea. it's so much easier to meet up and talk. and that is exactly what we are going to do. very good. yeah baby just hit the floor. chill. let's call avril now! shall we? hhaahhaa....she'll be so freaked out. never let her into this blog. so avril oriented. no lah...
it's easier to run--replacing this pain with something more...
5th June
finally found the time and some mood to like blog today. I wanted to blog for like goodness knows how long now but didn't really get to it. so now I'm finally getting it done.
really crazy over linkin park. it's like I'm going nuts over dir en grey all over again. except it's actually a non-japanese band called linkin park. I've downloaded every single song they've released (or so I believe) and I'm getting all the music videos of the songs I like. which is a lot. quite much really. but anyway I've never had such an easy time and fast speed to downloading videos and I shall learn to enjoy it very much. they are so freaking small!! it ranges from like 30-50 MB each only! and when I look at my dear shine that's still downloading, it's a total of like 108mb and it's only at 65. and 65 is like 2 linkin park vids put together. gosh. see how much the contrast is?
oh yeah my july layout is done! oh yeah it features oh so lovely and talented kyo sama of dir en grey. ah go back to my main page and you'll find it there. it's right there for all to see! must go! I spent quite some energy on it. really.
hehheh just now mae came over for a nice swim. well if you could call that a swim. we were like swimming from one end to the other, then we'll stop at gossip and chit chat then I'll swim to the other side and talk some more. haha. I don't really call that swimming but hey it's better than nothing.
and avril's junior has signed her up on blogspot. hahhahahahhahahhahaha. this is hilarious. avril and blogs plus layouts are total skew lines. screwed, you know? hahhahahahhaha! this is so funny. first she gets signed up for netball and now she's gets signed up under that lousy blogspot. okay maybe it isn't really lousy blogspot. haha. it's more like lousy angelfire. well that's also because me the super fusspot and cheapskate idiot wants my own layouts without paying for uploading the images. but I'm a poor kid. don't expect me to pay for my own server. and who the heck will share costs with me? it's madness you know? it seems just like some ten bucks a month but honestly 120 bucks a year does not sound good to me. not at all.
arrgh. finish my breaking the habit and soon it'll be from the inside! the more I hear that song the more I go crazy. oh yeah it's so darn nice and the PV is really really cool. the little boy can really scream. oh yeah baby, that boy rocks.
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away...
1st June
oh yeah it's my darling gackt on my left AND right. my new layout. oh yeah baby it's finally up. it's been waiting and waiting and waiting. and next is kyo. confirmed. I will not bear not having kyo at all in my entire list of layouts. it would be so ridiculous, especially to those who know that I'm such a mad nut super kyo fan who doesn't give 2 hoots about his puke and enjoys his sadistic theories and digest every single gross lyric he has.
okae I must remember never to do a layout like this ever again. it's terrible having such little space to type. sheesh. must remember.
hey vicky didn't mean to scare you with my previous posts. haha. I didn't mean to scare anyone really. just moody that day. yeah. I'm better today. in fact I'm going to watch shrek 2 tomorrow and tell adam I saw his darling fiona...lame shit. adam adam please wake up from your dream. fiona is a cartoon character and kh is real okay?? gosh. when will he understand. oooh and I'm going down to science centre to view the LOTR exhibition!! and the best part....drum roll...I'm going with avril. haha. I'm so obsessed. much better now though. really. I guess the novelty has worn off? rubbish. I still love her. haha.
stop talking rubbish now! upload! yuting has already done so!! go go go!