juillet 26th
alas, I cannot keep away for more than a week. thus I AM BACK! finally. I haven't updated for like goodness knows how long. actually I DO know how long. 6 days. 6 LOOOONG days. but whatever.
thus I shall just highlight some things I want to say, since listing and going through every single darn thing is pure madness. too many things.
let's start with friday then. that was the...22nd. the day I was supposed to have a crisis. and meida was on the way to making it an even worser crisis. we needed to sign up for consultation with ms r, but we also needed to sign up with mr wee. then we were thinking oh crap it's so hard to find a slot that fits. then meida came up with this wonderful idea of having the consultations concurrently. oh yay?! it's plausible and all, but...aiyoh. paper 4 then paper 8. or vice versa. then we must sit at adjacent benches for convenience. wahaha. so lame.
then at night I managed to get vicky down for james trail! yay! even though the tk gang was severely cut down, I met allison again! I was thinking oh man she looks freaking familiar. she remembered me too. surprise surprise. I asked her where I saw her before (sounds like some pickup line really) and she told me "SENTOSA"...great. by the way, that was 8th december last year. and she remembers me, and remembers where she saw me! so touched. wahaha.
and then on saturday I went on a SUPER long date with my buddy. lunch plus dinner, because mother and sister went for candy's wedding. so we wandered and walked and talked like nuts. and I think I bring out the fangirl in eewei. wahaha. and I mean fangirl. both of us were these two nonsensical idiots laughing in swensens', talking about 2 different guys without names. like oh joy, right? and my stupid buddy, trust me, he likes you. I don't believe he doesn't. and if he really doesn't, I'll conk something into his head to make him do that, especially after all your efforts and all your embarassments.
oh and congratulations to my daarrrling buddy for getting promoted. although actually if you didn't, there'll be a great show. episode 1: adams loses his last strand of hair, episode 2: buddy packs her bags for germany, episode 3: eb comes to the airport to 'send her off', episode 4: he's going along with her too!!!, episode 5: adams' jugular slit by some assassin, episode 6: my buddy and eb somewhere in hanover, or munich, or or or I don't know where, sipping frappocino...whilst clara is fuming in singapore. WAHAHAHAHAHA. what a great show. oops. laughed very loudly.
and anyway we ended our close to 7 hours date, and the topic actually barely moved...I suddenly realised. we went ON AND ON about nearly the same thing. unfortunately we didn't meet either of them. good thing too, otherwise I don't know what would have happened, anyway.
but on the way back was cool, because we caught the fireworks of the ndp preview! which reminded me of clare. so I asked her about him and she was like WAHA he's not going after all. and she wants to fly (literally FLY) back by august 14th (when she actually scheduled herself for another week) just to be in time for somebody's concert. and I tell you, if tomorrow I spot him beside me, I am so going to call you. in fact I think clare will react first. but I think if he seriously wants to go, he'll find tickets...
sunday night we went out for dinner after jonny's hilarious worship practice. he's too drama. and the parts thing for 'in this place' was way too high, and he kept insisting that it was because he had overstretched his vocals for worship just now. and roger was freaking nervous, and his mother was happily commenting, "aiyoh, my son ah, he's SOO nervous! look! his leg is shaking so much, means that he's very nervous ah..."
duh-h. and roger was SO nervous I don't know if he really knew what he was talking about much because he was rambling and rambling. and YES his leg was shaking like nuts. I have nothing to say.
and we chose new spectacles for xinying! they looked really nice on her. despite her intermittent protests, saying it was expensive, I sincerely believe it was NOT expensive at all. the frames were going for half price, and the bill added up to nearly 200 bucks. and her degree is like 700 plus, mind you. which is pretty high. 200 bucks isn't that much for that sort of degree. silly girl.
monday was even better. poor meida was piling bukit tisu and thus I was glad that vicks and I chose that day to go watch downfall. otherwise poor poor meida would have to study at home all by herself. wahaha. at least she got to rest...
and downfall is a DAMN GOOD MOVIE. unfortunately the run ends TODAY. but if I can get it cheap, I don't mind getting the vcd or something. it was really good. and considering the anti-history idiot I am (as well as a history idiot), I really really thought it was a great movie. the acting was splendid, especially the much deluded and saliva showering hitler. and the parts about the children was really terrible. when she decided to poison them all and finally did it, you just wonder what on earth was going through these people's minds.
and so much of it was so ironic, like the boy in the bunker was so proud of himself being in the bunker because they were safe from bombs, but he was poisoned to death by his own mother in the bunker. the father told his little boy that it was stupid to play war games because he'd die when the red army comes, the little boy lived, while his dad was strangled by the germans for treason.
which is why I hate watching war movies. they make me cry. but I enjoyed this one hell lots because it was a different angle on war. sure, the gore and blood and bombing went on, but there was much on the innocent, the civilians, the wives, the children, the generals' thoughts, the doctors, the in betweens. it was a different sort of thing altogether. it wasn't one of those strategy things where people just go kaboom on each other and screaming in the name of honour. here you see empty people, especially after hitler killed himself, and then germany surrendered, they just killed each other off, because they had nothing else in life left.
but perhaps it is good to watch such movies. then I really appreciate being a Christian. that my life is more than this. that my life though short, will continue in a better place, in heaven, for eternity. that I place my hope and future in things which have eternal value, and not the things of the world, which will fade away and be eaten by dust or stolen by thieves.
the movie was really saddening. vicks and I couldn't move for the next 5-10 minutes after it ended. we just got stuck there. and we didn't talk much for a while. and then after that was like verbal diarrhoea. and then I thought about all quiet on the western front again. dang. and then I thought of glory. gosh. no more war movies for me!!
today, 5 people were absent. out of which jolyn and meida were absent. great. so I stuck like hell to crystal and weekhee. and then I had to sit next to j ko twice. sheesh. there were too many people absent for all of us to sit in the normal places. somehow all of us were messed up. and today took a long time to pass. and I'm freaking stinking tired. and tomorrow's going to be a long long day.
but I feel like playing a yahoo game. I shall. oh random thing that happened today: we were queueing for lunch at the malay stall after math lecture, then don't know how, khariah said to crystal casually,
"I think you'll marry someone like mr wee"
I felt like saying, "yeah just someone like him. cuz he's mine". wahaha. thank goodness I didn't say anything. XD. oh gosh stop it. go run along and play your games.
your wish is my command @ 2319
juillet 20th
looks like my crisis is not to be this friday after all. it is meant to be another day, where I don't have to fly so badly. but it's either monday or friday anyway, and since maril ends later than me on monday and I'm supposed to study real hard with meida on monday, looks like it's slated for friday yet again. and I MUST go with maril or I'll freak out and start spouting nonsense. which I cannot afford. either I'll spout nonsense, or I won't talk at all. which is bad either way. damn damn damn.
don't worry dear maril I won't hate you. despite the closeness. heh. although enviable, it doesn't account for hate. he'll become a passing memory. I know it. no wrong. he MUST become a passing memory. ah...
I don't know if my dearest buddy will read this blog (since she's so freaking lazy to do so), but sorry my dear the entry wasn't exactly meant to be touching. just wanted to tell you some things there and then. and of course that question to ponder about.
and I must remember to get mother to sign that awful looking result slip of mine. well some people's look worse, but that's no consolation. there's plenty who look better. sigh.
and I've decided to pay for the econs toolkit myself. I do believe it makes a difference. paying for stuff yourself.
meant to rant on a bit. but no time, no mood. so shall stop here. and lots and lots of happy wishes for my dearest buddy who turns legal today.
your wish is my command @ 2239
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couldn't stop. while looking for antony and cleopatra, I found something else.
all quiet on the western front
disregard the boring black and white stupid film mr pang made you people watch. it's so sad! oh my goodness!
http://www.sparknotes.com/lit/allquiet/summary.html
that's why I hate war movies. they're so sad, so moving, yet you know it's so silly, and such a waste and in the end it's upsetting once more because you see what humans have turned into. or rather, morphed into. and the title is freaking ironic. and the end...oh well.
and now finally...meant to put this in. then I conveniently forgot. so putting it here and ending off.
(blow wind blow ~ eVonne hsu I've tried the taste of lipstick in that moment, all broke decorum on the way, people line up to enter the place of true love hugging will offend people did I have other carnal desires it's time to prepare myself mentally who will appear in the end love is like a sardine-packed party it will encapture, and also cause regret who can give what I ask for blow wind blow, how to pair off everyone the search for the one, results in numerous dates guessing who my prince charming will be one two three, I saw so and so four five six, I don't love so and so whoever turned around, within a second shattered his perfect image who, who is it my eyes see who is it my heart sees who will it be in the end, who?)
*blow wind blow is a children's game whereby everyone sits in a circle surrounding someone, then the middle person will shout blow wind blow, the ones in the circle will shout blow who, and the middle one will specify a condition, and those who fulfill it must exchange places, and the middle one will go find a place to sit, leaving a new person in the middle.
your wish is my command @ 2304
juillet 17th
to my dear buddy,
I am dreadfully sorry about that silly one mark. just cut off adam's final strand of hair if he doesn't promote you. I don't really care. after all, I have some personal agenda with adams. perhaps I should make friends with tc for that. and I think you should tell tc about this one mark thing. before he knows it through someone else and then the next thing you know, he's stormed adam's office and slit his jugular.
and I shall attempt sending the notes to you (hopefully for the LAST time) through your gmail. I understand hotmail sucks at opening attachments. shall not try stupid things now. I know you're terribly interested in seeing him, but NO he is NOT a candidate to choose for the concert. and NO it is NOT funny either, no matter how serious you claim to be, I know you laugh deep inside. I see through you, you silly buddy of mine.
and I've been thinking about it for a while. if he tells me something as outrageous as you said, I'm not sure if I'm going to slap him. we shouldn't think so far. perhaps we should try thinking how I should get out of this mental mess. mine is simply mental. yours is an absolutely blown up MASS mess. a mess that involves half the school for no reason.
and anyway, since I don't want to get bashed, I'll put it here: are you still heading to germany if one fine day before you leave tc tells you he really really likes you and doesn't want you to go? or WORSE, asks you along with him (wherever he's going coz I can't remember where he's headed)?
think about it. *winks*
your buddy.
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and maril, if you're reading this, which I know you eventually will, wednesday we're headed the other way okay?? we will NOT cross the road. for once. and the next week I'm 'taking leave' because my silly buddy has her concert before she runs to london and aberdeen (without me!).
sigh. there's TOO MUCH HOMEWORK! HELP!!!
*buried under mount homework. 10000m*
your wish is my command @ 0031
juillet 15th
I realise I'm online less. which is supposedly good. gah. so tired of all this MUST STUDY shit. even though I haven't even really studied. I'm not even catching up with homework. smoked through econs. but I think my behaviour in class is enough to hide me for a few tutorials. at the very least she doesn't really call me much, she didn't ask about why I didn't bring my 5 year series, and she didn't check my essay outline. which was...the wrong outline anyway.
and today was mrs low's last day. WAIL. and thus from next tuesday onwards we shall say hello to mr kwan. DOUBLE WAIL. but I guess wailing so much doesn't help. but I will miss mrs low. sigh. at least she didn't cry today. otherwise it would have been such a sombre way to end the day. already as it was the rain was pouring beyond the windows and making the entire thing seem so pathetic fallacy. but she won't be flying off as yet. she'll have to see parents before doing that.
I just wanted to say something here but I think it's very stupid. and the more I think about it, the more stupid I think it is. never mind.
oh by the way I did real shittily for paper 4. which really sucks. and now that all my marks are finally in, it REALLY sucks. very painful. bdf to eeo. VERY painful. what to do.
speaking of pain, my bloody thighs are in agony. they scream for help and cry in despair. I cannot climb stairs. not too many, that is. PAINFUL! wail. all stupid pe's fault. lousy pe department. so what if I failed (no I didn't fail, I got bronze you idiots!) napfa? would it kill me? would it put me on death row? would it jeopardise my results? NO RIGHT?!
idiots. 4 rounds and 70 side jumps over that stupid wire thing. I don't even know what that silly bright green wire thingy is. and we jump like hell over it. alright, fine. I ran about 3 rounds only, and maybe 50 side jumps. and then we did a few standing broad jumps. argh. but I'd rather jump. at first I was thinking oh crap I told eric chua that I failed 2.4km run thus they will send me on project hamster, where my exercise wheel is the incredulous 400m track. to my relief, it is not to be. since so many failed sbj, they make me jump. AND RUN.
roll eyes.
must do work this weekend. a LOT to do. otherwise my monday will be wasted again. crap. did I tell you I hate studying? and did I tell you that I've never had to study so hard in my life? okay that's like the wrong thing to say because I haven't even done anything. or rather, all that I've done is NEGLIGIBLE. I have something with caps today, don't I?
and from all the essays and crap marks I've seen, I think my english is deproving. I must talk properly now. or at least type properly. type like I used to. find the philosophy back in me, the sarcasm back in me. stop the fangirlishness, stop the vanity, the slangs and nonsensical expressions.
wow. what on earth am I trying to do? work miracles? these don't happen overnight. but I really think my english is getting worse. I'm so sure. time to build up vocabulary. time to listen to more of vio. XD even ms k's can't beat his. it's more than incredible.
wait. I just said stop being fangirlish, right?
oh DAMN. just told maril the stupid thing. and she pronounced me obsessed. again. wahh.
I shall stop obsessing and stop this entry here.
your wish is my command @ 2150
juillet 12th
just a short one. since my results are disgusting. better do homework. tomorrow will be a terribly long and dreary day.
just for the eldds peeps:
http://www.medsplan.com/fluoxetine.php
I can't remember who wrote the script, but I just want to say that I didn't know this pill really existed. it sounded like a really cool name for some rubbish tablet.
and for lit felles:
http://www.medsplan.com/soma.php
it exists! but not in the way it works in the book, obviously.
if you're wondering what the HECK I'm doing, looking at pharmaceutical drugs, let's just put it this way. this search page thingy came up while I was looking for something else, then I spotted the word soma and found this online pills store. yes darlings, you can go buy fluoxetine if you've got cash.
came home from school just now to find sister watching sekai no chuushin de, ai wo sakebu (from the centre of the world, crying out love). lovely movie. though the story is quite typical, complete with the high school sweetheart thing and grrrrr leukemia (yet again), the way this director has done it is really wonderful. and it's bear bear lookalike again! all who watched waterboys the drama would know who he is.
it's showing in some cinemas now, and I think my class girls would like it. just that if I kinda felt like crying, weekhee would need a tissue box and marli would need a dam. so arm yourselves, darlings.
I guess some of these awwwwww flicks is nice once in a while. although I still prefer the super heartache kind. if I find a translation of hyoten I am so going to get it! sister bought the japanese one from japan but tell me what am I supposed to do with that?! I can't read it.
and specially for my buddy:
and with that, I end my entry. thank you!
your wish is my command @ 2137
juillet 11th
alright. there isn't much that I want to say. just ramble a little and then it's time to do econs. like moan and wail. again. she's said it right though, for once
"I know you all probably hate econs the most"
oh yeah michelle we do. I'm so freaking sure. but then again, since mrs low is leaving us in the hands of the freaky hod aka mr kwan, maybe we'll hate math again. we'll see about it. but at least it's not so bad to hate the subject and be fine with the teacher (personally I think michelle's okay. just temperamental) but the other way's just damn sad.
A quick survey of my new timetable tells me that I'm going to like Mondays. A lot. An Econs lecture, double GP, and a Literature Paper 4 lecture later, we end! Nothing like two intelligent people to end a day with. I never really mentioned my Paper 4 tutor, Mr Wee, before, but yeah - he's definitely got the brains. Damn these people, hoarding all the smart-ness!
hurrah for crystal. sometimes I just love that girl to bits. =)
ANYWAY...wasted saturday, and sunday was not bad! after service I flew down to orchard to meet poor carissa (who was already late but I was actually later). we bought some cheapo lilies for the girls (well we didn't want the roses and she insisted the pretty daisies were chrysanthemums) and scooted off. nearly got lost but phew we found the place.
missed vj (kinda just missed in fact), which was kinda oops but never mind. we got vicky dibz and jiaying to come out of hiding backstage and get their flowers. well carr was feeling dumber by the moment carrying them since I absolutely refused to carry them at all. then we realised that although we had 4 stalks, we didn't have four individual flowers! 2 of the flowers were on the same stalk! so we were left with this huge stalk of leaves. and we passed it to eewei and she gave it to clarence! so evil.
and the yun met the other yun yesterday. and apparently we're just as evil as each other. but evil just to eewei anyway....heh.
and then in the end dibz' flower died. half the petals dropped off...so vicks picked one of the 2 flowers she had and gave it to dibz. then in the end all the three girls plucked their flowers off and stuck them in their hair! a pity I only had my phone with me, so I can't upload the pictures here. so cute! the flowers were a little too big for the cool hawaiian girl effect but gah wth.
and then walked out of the gardens with clare yunq and eewei with carr. well since clare claimed to know the way (we still took the wrong road initially) and carr was like whispering to me to check his bag. I was like whatever for?! and she said it has magic potion inside! the magic potion to transform orchid park sec school from a cop band to a gold with honours band! I couldn't stop laughing. that girl is crazy man.
actually I think the only reason why opss did better than tkg even though they're new and small and somewhat lacking in volume and good players and some texture, according to clare and eewei, is their attitude. and it has to be the x-factor because there's no other way that a terrible sounding band (who were fussy and didn't want pieces with scores spanning more than a page) to an ever improving band, holding their first concert in pride and dedicated.
and tkg? they're falling. and the seniors were terrible right. and they're falling faster and faster because they're no longer serious, thinking that miracles will happen.
miracles won't happen. I'm sorry.
no actually I'm not sorry. I'm not really sorry that the band didn't get their honours. I'm upset about it, but I'm not sorry, because some of them aren't either. if they were and decided to change and play decently for july 1st, I would change my mind. but no, they had to play absolutely disgustingly for the july 1st performance. I swear the terrible clanging HCI chinese orchestra played better.
but ANYWAY that was long past and gone so let's all forget about it. not possible for now, but try.
and clare's grown so thin. so frightening. almeida calls it jian fei cheng gong which means that his slimming campaign has succeeded. I don't really think clarence meant to slim down. he was just...chubby. ah well. the stress following an up and coming band. what to do?
and last night ate sakae with carissa. the bloody waiters pretended not to see us!! and the chef caught sight of carr's glare and was like okay okay! we just couldn't stop laughing. and the lady next to carr thought that the little alarm bell we could press at our tables was meant to be spoken into like an intercom! she was like hello hello?! and she told the manager the thingy wasn't working.
actually I DO think it wasn't working because we pressed it like a hundred and one times and nobody came and neither did my food. ah well. and we pay service charge okay!
and thursday meida and I have decided to go for the sushi buffet! woot! I shall drive the waitresses up the wall (since we're going to the same branch carr and I went to last night) with my numerous difficult and rare orders! well if they offer it, I'm trying it. the stuff that comes out on the conveyor belt is seldom nice. it's always the same and by the time I see it, depending on my location, it's normally not quite fresh anymore. last night we were rather near the exit from the chef's so it wasn't so bad. but of course the HUGE ika they gave after making me wait SO LONG was good...
I'm supposed to do econs. as in seriously. but I seriously (as in SERIOUSLY) don't want to. it's so tiring. did so much math today!!! can't believe I got stuck at that stupid question for so darn long!!! meida and I were like dying from the bloody math. let's try waking up early tomorrow to do. it mightn't work, but then again, whether it works or not depends highly (or rather, solely) on myself. if I choose to sleep now it should work. or at least work better. I should at least complete enough econs to fill the page. and I can't fill pages because my blasted handwriting is always too freaking small and it just wouldn't go over the page and the stupid teachers always think I don't write enough when sometimes I actually write way more than those people with huge handwriting that goes over thrice as much paper! what a waste of resources!
okay that was a long paragraph. quite scary. after the string of iframe layouts, I shall revert back to the old style. then the long paragraphs wouldn't look this bad.
and I think I've decided to embark on my mission to write the story thing after all. even though it's like simply ridiculous because all these wouldn't ever have happened but somehow I think my creative juices and animations must get out of my head in someway or another and like quickly before I either lose them, or lose it. and the thing is I would like to do it anyway. what I do with it is another matter.
and I don't care if you don't understand a single word I typed just now. just wanted to affirm myself. and I shall go continue talking to eewei now so that she doesn't have to listen to jolin so much and she might stop whistling. yeah.
your wish is my command @ 0037
juillet 9th
I realise I blog less now. somehow I'm trying to live without the compter. trying lah. I wouldn't say I'm terrible succesful.
watched initial d! so funny. and then on the way to tuition there was this felle on the mrt who was watching it on his handphone! goodness. and anyway we watched it at princess. and it's not too bad by the way. so maybe I should go join minx in his amazing campaign to advertise princess...
then after the show, went to macs to visit the toilet, and saw yaoqi and manyu. they were planning camp orion...I have a stinking feeling they were supposed to meet minx...
and last night went for jiunn haur's dad's funeral. so sad. and jiunn haur's only 17. and his dad was only 52. so sad. and I didn't know what to do. I mean, what do you expect me to say. liansi said our presence was enough, but oh well. we gave some money to the mum and wished them well...
and just want to end off (since I have to call eewei soon) with this little excerpt to chew on. I'll comment on it next time. no time now. so just leave it here. it's from initial d.
(I believe there's a god in this world. god is also man. but god could do what man cannot do) is this nonsense to you? or something you might believe in? chew on it. not literally ah. wahaha that was so clarence.
and speaking of clarence, going to see clara's band tomorrow. wahaha. eewei says I need neither ear plugs not orchids. okay. I trust her.
your wish is my command @ 2342
juillet 6th
it's been three days. I haven't much to say really. don't feel like talking about my buddy, nor school. just that vio looked weird and maril shares my sentiments. heh. and ate sushi again. much to maril's agony. well.
wanted to pick something off joel's blog (again), about lousy mr tng (almeida will support this) but too lazy. found something else.
disadvantages of a geodesic dome
Dome builders find it hard to seal domes against rain. The most effective method with a wooden dome is to shingle the dome. Another method is to use a one-piece reinforced concrete or plastic dome. Some domes have been constructed from plastic or waxed cardboard triangles that overlapped in such a way as to shed water.
sound strangely familiar? wahaha it sounds like the esplanade, doesn't it? and guess what?
the esplanade STILL leaks anyway! wahaha!
they tried to mend it and all but it's not easy. look at the silly glass porch in mjc and you'd know what I'm talking about. it's leaking like furiously and never stopping. anyway that paragraph was ripped off a link on wee's latest set of notes.
anyway just wanted to share a song. I'm not exactly thrilled by its oh so very cheesy lyrics, but this is ultimate. every line rhymes! and it has more than one verse! oh wow victorious for chinese pop. but it's an old song. let's put it this way. the wonders of kbox. you just learn songs you've never heard of before. come on man, the first time I heard this song was from meida's mouth, thus making meida the 'singer' so to speak. too bad I've got the jolin version so meida can kick aside. =)
but before dao dai takes over the centre stage, I reminiscence. sheesh I just can't spell the damn word, can I? OH NO I musn't say damn anymore. from my anti-damn campaign, it has become a very funny joke to myself. and till this day I still don't understand why it's funny.
oh and I want to say this. I don't even know why I am so amused by it. we went through the unseen passage of brave new world during lit 4 today, then he said, "oh pass up within 3 working days which is...oooh so long ah, monday!" and then we said, "no 'cher monday holiday!" and he let out a
"damn you!"
and thus we settled for tuesday. and that damn you made me laugh until lecture was done.
in fact I'm still laughing. and I don't know why.
funny meh? not really. but it makes me laugh.
basically we got the assignment on wednesday and because three working days would mean passing it up on saturday, which is impossible, so monday. but monday was a holiday, so tuesday. so from 3 days to 1 week.
"damn you!"
and then today, (directly ripped)
no schools. The city itself would foster lifelong learning, with everyone both a student and teacher.
"this is so damn AIRY FAIRY!"
I really felt like laughing but decided against it. luckily. but I still think it's funny. and I still don't know why. like the "damn you" thing. there's something about the damn word. wahaha.
ANYWAY.
(replay ~ jolin tsai I've had enough of your so-called arrangements when will the future you speak of arrive you always find me lovable at the last minute I need your support but you're never there when I should be happy, you leave me empty alone daydreaming, can't find someone to look at the sea with me I'm outside bliss' door but I can't get in the hurt over the years, I can't release it you always want me to be obedient, wait for you to plan the future but my tears keep falling how to account for the trust you ought to have given pulled by your hand warmly, into the ravine from my white face, I watch the memories slow down the past sweetness is replaying, but the feeling is no longer there and my hopes are dashed continually by you it's been shattered into too many pieces, how to piece them together and start over finally accepted that love will not come back but you always understand when it's too late you finally make your intentions clear crying, begging me to stay finally accepted that love will not come back we've had too many obstacles in front of us but your hand refuses to let go you'd rather be labelled useless and continue begging me not to leave) the guy damn useless. oh well. your wish is my command @ 0006
juillet 3rd
don't have much time. going to stretch my vocals tomorrow. talk about my dinner date with eewei (and the little tiff this morning) another day.
ripped from gwen:
100 questions____
1. Full Name: kamui naomi
2. Your Nick Names:too many to list.
3. Are you bi, gay, straight, a-sexual: straight usually, sometimes it goes a little haywire.
4. Place of Birth: across the causeway
5. Zodiac Sign: taurus
6. Male or Female: female
7. age: 18
8. School: mjc
9. Occupation: student
10. Residence: 'ulu' part of singapore
_Your Appearance_
12. Hair Color: black.
13. Hair Long or Short: long. and I like it that way.
14. Eye Color: brown
15. how do ur nails look:long and lovin' it
16. Do you have a crush on someone right now:crush no lah, obsession.
18. do you like yourself: yup
20. think your attractive: I think I'm alright.
21. Piercings: nah. don't dare.
22. Tattoo: none
23. Righty or Lefty: right handed.
_Your 'Firsts'_
24. First RollerCoaster: tokyo disneyland!
25. First cell phone: nokia 7270
26. First best friend(s): um, gty?
27. First Award: award? I have any?
28. First Sport You Joined: not in my vocab.
29. First pet: hamsters! quite cute. damn fat.
30. First vacation: hong kong? I think.
31. First Concert:erm...my band senior's concert? that was sec 1.
32. First True Love: seriously, I haven't fallen in love yet.
_ Favorites_
33. Movie: too many!! another heaven, LOTR, le papilion, moonchild!
34. TV Show: malcolm in the middle? wahaha
35. Color: purple purple purple
36. Band: DIR EN GREY!!!!!!
37. Song:so many. especialy diru stuffs!
38. Food: meat, ice cream, pasta
39. Drink: coke (addiction)
40. Candy: gummies!
41. Sport :not in my vocab! remember?
42. Fav sport To Watch: F1 racing! woot!
43. Brand Of Clothing:uhhh don't go for brands. as long as it looks nice, suits/fits me.
44. Store: mise*xclusive. my jrock supply
45. School Subject: I miss mep. unfortunately
46. Animal:kitties!
48. Magazine: shoxx anybody? actually I think national geographic was REALLY nice...
_Currently_
49. Eating: nothing
50. Drinking: nothing
52. Online?: yeah!
53. Listening to: umbrella by DIR EN GREY!
54. Thinking About: my long suffering buddy's shit and kbox tomorrow
55. Wanting To:sleep
56. Watching: nothing
_Your Future_
58. Want Kids?: no
59. Want to Get Married?: maybe
60. Careers in Mind: I always want something out of the world. I want to be a jewellery designer, a band vocalist, a html geek! wahaha
Which is Better With The Opposite Sex_
67. Cute or Sexy: both
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: hugs anyone?
70: Short or Tall: so long as they're taller than me (which equals >171)
71. Easygoing or serious: someone who can be both.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: both?
73. Fatty or Skinny: anything but hunky. I'm scared of hunks
74. Sensitive or Loud: depends
75. Hook-up or Relationship: uh?
76. Sweet or Caring: uh, both?
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: neither
_Have You Ever_
78. Kissed a Stranger: nope.
79:Drank Alcohol: yup. stinks.
80. Smoked: nope
81. Ran Away From Home: nope.
82. Broken a Bone: no. cracked yes
83. Got an X-ray: so many
84. Broken Someone's Heart: don't think so. I'm too nice. =)
85. Loved Someone: friends and family
86. Turned Someone Down: yeah
87. Cried When Someone Died: duh!
88. Cried At School: yeah. very unfortunately
_Do You Believe In_
89. God: YES!
90. Miracles: yes
91. Love At First Sight: no
92. Ghosts: ghosts no, spirits yes
93. Aliens: nope
94. Soul Mates:yep
95. Heaven: yes. that's where I'm going!
96. Hell: yep
98. Kissing on The First Date: I don't know
99. Horoscopes: no. so silly.
_Answer Truthfully_
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have?: what a question. yes, and we ALL know who...
your wish is my command @ xxxx
juillet 2nd
alrighty. I don't have that much time to blog, since I'm trying to send yuting wtd files (now then ask me. so slow) and I'm flying out at about 1 to meet eewei.
so just some highlights. bloody mid years, vio, last night, AOB.
mid years. well they weren't great, but wasn't terrifically disastrous. I think I'll get some marks for measure for measure and rubbish for silas and A&C, lose hell lot of marks on math, do shittily for econs essay again, pass mcq, get rubbish for prac crit and a little less rubbish for lit 4. um. something like that. how wonderful right? so rubbishy. but it's true. how sad.
vio. thanks huh, marilyn. great fact about myself. well only saw him once, since there's only one such paper. and I tell you the stupid physics teacher who was invigilating that very day had such an awful voice. sheesh. and then thank goodness our paper had some erratum (okay it was a lack of typing) and he got to talk. which was such a relief (because it was SUCH a contrast).
last night. went out with carr dibz and vicks. we were a little crazier last night. more like last time. ah well. the old carissa is back, with her skipping lessons and un-hardworkingness, adibah is still as bo chap as ever (she didn't study econs at all) and victoria is still as pitiful as ever, since her knee is still in stupid shape, her voice is not stable and she studied so hard and the paper was so hard.
but it was not too bad anyway. just that the band sucked. or rather, the trumpeter REALLY sucked. oh my goodness she was like spluttering the notes out!!! how disgraceful. and there were so many seniors there. it's like even jasmin lau and jingjun were there! luckily there wasn't any horrid saxophone performance. otherwise lau's face would be blacker than the night sky.
there isn't any other business (or at least I can't think of any) and I'll continue blogging later, or tomorrow.
I LOVE THIS LAYOUT!!!!!!!!
your wish is my command @ 1256