thirtiethjanuary

I don't usually update on the second last day of the month, but since kirito looks terribly underused, or rather, you don't get to see too much of him, I decided to just type some things here.

yep two days of chinese new year are past just like that. gramps are in the house, went to see the usual people, got a little more money to spend, ate mandrin oranges and slept in. yay. I think the best is the sleeping in part. but anyway we're visiting my mum's relatives tomorrow and that rocks. somehow my dad's side just...oh well. daddy's side not so friendly. or perhaps it's because I spent quite some years with my cousins on my mum's side. oh whatever.

but it's back to work on wednesday. and that's a wail, because I can't get to sleep in anymore! so sad! and I'm supposed to diet with my mother, because we've both eaten so freaking much. especially my sis and I, actually. my sis can afford a little more food than I though. my grandpa has this weird idea that children can eat and SHOULD eat more. hello, we're not that young anymore. and anyway all things in moderation. but my sis and I can't refuse, so we end up being the rubbish bins. we finish up everything. quite sad huh.

chinese new year aside. the alice nine concert download is DONE! and I'm so excited. I watched a little bit of it just now. and seriously, tora and saga really rock. I don't hate shou, but just don't understand the hype about him. I think that's why alice nine is more bearable than kagrra. I just hate isshi. sheesh. although he's looking better these days, but still. even shou looks better than him. I suddenly thought of this entry in one of the lj communities the other time, asking to translate one of shou's diary entries on the alice nine official site. it was very funny because shou is written as 将, and the translating program on babelfish translated it as 'military commander'!! well the translation isn't wrong, it's just that shou wasn't meant to be translated. but ah well. the translation program wouldn't know arisu, would it?

and I picked up this quote from the daily jokes that come in my email:

I prefer to describe myself as a "Contemporary Anthropological   
Interactive Observer" because it has just the right amount   
of flair. Besides...."stalker" is such an ugly word.   

AHAHA. how I agree.

and I've been trying to upload things for the good people at jrock_uploads. but MAN is it taking LONG. wail. my connection isn't wonderful I know, but it isn't this bad. or at least I don't believe so. they could all have been up if my uncle hadn't shut the firefox window before dinner. wail. I'm trying to add back my share ratio at jrock_uploads. my share ratio is like

0.0000000000000000000001

I think. I download so much. and upload a few mp3s. oh it doesn't add up. but ah well. almost everything I have is either huge things from tonberry which are already uploaded, or from them! so what else could I offer.

and anyway I need to sleep early, since I'm leaving the house super early tomorrow. sheesh it's even earlier than school. man.

and yousendit is NOT cooperating. heck. I shall reupload tomorrow. let's hope things work out. I'm trying to save my share ratio, remember?

okay I'm outta here.

the possibility you lost sight of waits for you at @ 2315

twentyeighthjanuary

right. nothing much to say, and no time anyway. today is chinese new year's eve and it's reunion dinner day. that's why I don't have much time actually. just share a linky:

iusedtobelieve.com

absolutely hilarious. it's basically a site which has people's silly beliefs they held when they were children. and some of them are simply ridiculous. but then again, children do believe in odd things sometimes.

and I've downloaded more pierrot! I don't know what's my craze over them suddenly, but anyway I missed the finale album and found it lurking on jrock_uploads. yep. and I'm also trying to download (I hope it finishes properly) alice nine's latest PV! WOOT! NINE HEADS RODEO SHOW! yeah the stupid title doesn't make a bit of sense but then again, they're jrockers. sometimes you can't expect too much out of high school dropouts. well at least most of them are, and some of them did really badly in english while at school. of course there are the good ones like yoshiki, and the hardworking ones like hyde. but there's the stubborn ones like takuro just can't make it. and actually if you ask me, gackt can't really make it either. it seems that he's more interested in learning chinese more than anything else. then again, his fanbase in taiwan is terribly big. so I guess it'll pay off.

speaking of gackt, I got his latest single. yeah he's rocking again alright, but it just sounds the same. and the final track on miyavi's latest single isn't as nice. the first track is still the best. and I finally got to listen to yuuyami suicide. it's an amazingly nice song! yeah it's true that it still sounds quite typically pierrot, but the arrangement is good. pierrot has ventured further and used a big band style for yuuyami suicide! which totally brings the mood away from the lyrics. or perhaps not much. yuuyami suicide isn't a really depressing song in actual fact. so...hmm.... haha.

time to change and get out! gosh.

the possibility you lost sight of waits for you at @ 1843

twentyfifthjanuary

can you believe it? I haven't updated for 8 days! OH NO! okay that's because I don't really get to use the home computer. it's kinda late. actually it's getting late NOW so I can't type too much. although I wish to do so really.

actually there's nothing to rave about. just that I've started work for a week already. and I guess yeah it's mundane, but I asked for it. as in I wanted to get an office job. so it's my own fault. but I do wish that vicks would cheer up. yeah I know she's beginning to hate it real bad and I know hazel doesn't seem to like her but...oh well. can't help it if the stupid office people aren't very kind to mixed blood people, right? I guess I'll never understand. just that hope she'll cheer up. and get a little more rest. the long weekend might do some good. I hope.

and I did the interview duty finally! yeah I got the easiest one, but hey it wasn't that good really. I was in such a mess, especially since the very first candidate was the least prepared one. she forgot to bring so many things which were oh so important. and then there was this sergeant who seriously looks like a bung, and then and then....

this tall guy loomed in front of me. I looked up and I didn't know what to say. it was minx! AHHH! I was like "what are you doing here?!" and he replied with a huh I thought I should be asking YOU that. then I asked again. and he got fed up and retorted with a what do I look like I'm doing here?!

honestly, I cannot imagine minx as a teacher.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I'm pretty sure the whole east are knows about his wonderful ambition to follow in the great footsteps of chee hong and chien chong, but it's just too hilarious. sorry minx.

but minx aside, it's been great without hazel. oops. she's not evil to me, but still she gives a lot of work...and she's such a mess really. she's super uptight, impatient and unclear in directions. and it doesn't help that the system isn't cooperating. while winnie is the busy one with lots of things to do, but it's a lot of filing and photocopying and things like that. she just makes you run from place to place. at most it's typing stuff into the t drive thing. lily....well she justs sits there. and does her own work. and doesn't really need us. in fact the poor thing got a little scolding of some sort for not leaving enough for the temp staff to do, and not reminding hazel to leave stuff, especially since she took 2 days leave. but lily is having a real headache as to what we should do. we did so little today that we actually left office earlier than gladys and company. heh.

and anyway nothing much else. just that I'm on my way to getting a full alice nine concert and their latest pictures are...woohoo...

I wonder when the jrock madness will stop. I know it will. just when.

oh and I downloaded gackt's latest too. apparently it's really good, because rockin' gackt is back. oh and I finally pushed AWAKE into my mp3 player. and dearest ophelia is a wonderful song. I think hyde has great jazz potential. he may not sing like those jazzed up singers, with deep voices and lots of vibrato and rubato, but hey, he does the arrangements well. from singin' in the rain, sell my soul, angel's tale and now ophelia, he's done a good job. and I think he hired the same nutcase trumpeter who played a drop of colour for him in roentgen. it sounds terribly like that trumpeter. now that's what I call a good trumpeter.

okay I shall stop trumpeting here and go to bed. I don't even know what on earth to wear tomorrow. yeah as usual I'm running out of clothes again. and yes it's again. I'm always running out of clothes. while strangely my sister never runs out, even though she barely buys any. oh then again, she takes my clothes too.

oh man I'm hopeless. oh oh and guess what? clarence is ALSO from sas, which makes him this senior that follows mr pang all around! from sas to vjc to ntu and now into mjc, I think that's a nightmare.

sorry mr yeo, mr pang's taken...

AHAHA. whatever. I'm supposed to sleep! but my download isn't done yet. getting pierrot's single. the single I wanted. with neo-grotesque, barairo no sekai (which is where the lyrics of this layout is from) and the scandalous yuuyami no suicide. yes scandalous. all kirito's fault. but I haven't seen the pv. heck. more fanservice in the alice nine concert. not that I'm very interested in fanservice, especially when it's the wrong pair, but still entertaining. especially the miyavi and daigo stardust one. but that was evil. meev caught daigo offguard, which resulted in a very very priceless expression on daigo's face. as for saga and shou...OEI shou return saga to tora. I still think tora and saga is good. tora and nao is...weird. heh. sorry to the fanfic author. but erm, hiroto and shou can stay! ahaha. SLEEP! the download's done, and my crap is done too.

so much for a short entry.

ALICE NINE ROCKS! WOOHOO! (esp. saga and tora!!!)

the possibility you lost sight of waits for you at @ 0023

seventeenthjanuary

I'm finally back. meant to babble yesterday but dreamweaver refused to start. so today I tried again and same thing happened. in the end I had to reinstall the program. sheesh.

so why did I finally decide to babble? because my life has finally moved.

yeah I got a life. I got alive. get it? never mind.

and anyway...saturday I went with vicks to watch wallace and gromit again! wee! I love that show. CHEEEAASEEE! hahaha. and yeah simply love the rabbits. perhaps ah ting should bring her two little furry friends to the cinema and show them what cute rabbits are like. ha. the penguins were cool too! they'll give jackie chan a run for their money. heh.

then after that went down to jonny's house. the silly boy has had back problems for like nearly 2 years and didn't make any noise. so now that it's been officially diagnosed that he has two little slip discs, I don't know what he's going to do. the doctor's given him 3 months to recover, and if he doesn't recover by then, he'll need an operation. meanwhile he gets to bum around in pulau tekong and use their physio facilities for free. not too bad, right? haha.

and we decided to go through this book to 'debunk' the da vinci code. by the strangest coincidence (God tries to tell me things through funny things), the book is lying in my house. and why? because the last time I went for kbox with mae and the others (which was late november), mae carried the book along to read. but the book was too big for her bag, thus she left it in my bag instead. and it's been there ever since. and just now she called, saying that her younger brother wants it, and actually it belongs to her elder brother. hehe. but anyway I've finished reading it. if you don't take the findings seriously, I think it's a great book. the plot is so twisted it's fabulous, the pacing is good and the writing is pretty clear. so despite it's slight thickness, you don't really feel it. sometimes you even wish it'll run a little faster.

and since the movie is arriving mid 2006, we at SPA decided to prepare ourselves. and first thing to do is read the book. which I did in two days flat. okay that's still a long time but wait till I tell you what I'd been doing.

of course, our agenda swayed a little, with an interesting point for the secretary. titled 'moses and siew hua'. oops. but that was good for laughs anyway. and jon's pikachus are amazing. matt's pikachu looks absolutely tortured, but jon's looks utterly pampered. haha. jon's is clean and bright yellow, with the tail intact and ears up at the correct angle. matt's is slightly grey, tail drooping and ears a little...well, bent. and marcus enjoyed playing with the ears. and the stupid one which made noise whenever you patted a particular part of the pikachu. we heard pika pika the whole evening...

sunday had dinner with buddy. not too bad a dinner. and now I think I was so stupid. I found an ice cube in my chasoba that night, and then I thought, SO DUMB! WHY YOU NEVER THINK OF THAT! because the other day, I decided to cook the frozen soba that mummy bought from cold storage. but because the noodles are supposed to be cold, after boiling the noodles to cook them, I simply ran them under the tap.

I could have used ICE CUBES. STUPID.

it would have been faster and colder. the tap water mixed with the boiled water tasted funny. oh man. *handhead* so silly.

and then we had a super slow walk from esplanade thru suntec. and surprisingly, the buildings were so empty. but that's good too. peaceful walk through. and I'm so going back to topshop again. do they have some sort of membership scheme? haha.

monday I was scheduled to meet ger's friend at the recruiting agency. well she found me something, I went for interview and failed it. wail. but peeking at some of the other applicants' forms I knew why.

I don't have experience.

and they don't want to be the first ones to give me some! WAIL. these people ah...oh never mind. but anyway this morning the phone rang first to tell me that I didn't get the job, and so I sat in the toilet (gosh she woke me up) thinking if I'd made the wrong decision in deciding against projectserve. but seems not again. because vicks called and said that moe has a vacancy. but I suppose until everything is properly confirmed and settled, I still wouldn't know whether I made the right decision.

I enjoy going by faith, don't I?

but ANYWAY. today I've whiled some time away learning how to sing 'my medicine' by nakashima mika. lovely song too. and I think although glamorous sky is more catchy, and typically laruku (all hyde's fault), but my medicine is a nicer song. it's more jammy and with better riffs. noisier, to put it simply. but the grwang of the guitars are GOOD. good grwanging is always welcome.

just like how I wish dir en grey could release something where the guitars continue to jam hard, drums whack hard, but can kyo please sing a melody instead of wailing and whining the whole thing out.

I still sincerely believe clever sleazoid is a flop. UGH.

but pushing the jrock aside, which I ought to for a while, I guess my life has some form of....life now. ha. and mae was still telling me that working the whole day and just travelling back and forth routinely everyday has made her a little deluded. how about me? I've been home, and sometimes alone at home (which has never occured this many times before) and I think I'm the one getting deluded.

at those times, I suddenly understand latch key children. and I'm so freaking glad I'm not like them. but latch key children will continue to exist. and it's rather sad. and I don't really think it's the same even when they've got a lot of friends to go out with or lots of stuff to do at home. it's just different to have your family bawling with you at home, even though sometimes they get in your way or turn the volume up too loud.

okay I think I've written enough. finally updated. can't let my kirito go to waste. and I still haven't figured out what on earth I like about kirito. there's just something about this nut felle. yeah I admit he's no pretty chap and he doesn't sing superbly. his lyrics...well he tries hard, but nobody beats kyo. yet his fashion never fails to amaze me. hmmm. is that it? I don't really know. never mind.

the possibility you lost sight of waits for you at @ 1748

thirteenthjanuary

yeah. I'm back. because I'm bored. there's nothing to do. WAIL.

hello anybody out there has job offers? it doesn't have to pay me half a million bucks...just...bored lah.

wail.

I'm so bored that I'm typing rubbish. and taking up space. and because I'm so bored, there's nothing substantial that I can write. just that I was an idiot this morning. mother went out marketing and called back, asking me to go cook rice for both lunch and dinner. I thought okay, no problem. so I went to fiddle with the rice cooker. but to no avail. nothing I pressed worked. and I didn't know why. so I called mother again. she told me what to press, I pressed, but the cooker didn't have any reaction. she asked me if I plugged it in. I was like yeah duh, otherwise how to switch on?! then it struck me.

the other side wasn't plugged in.

WAH LAO. how embarrassing. but it's still on my blog. because I suffer from such low life that the only interesting thing is that I didn't plug the stupid wire into the rice cooker and THAT IS why when I pressed the buttons nothing happened. oh man.

let's talk about tomorrow then. I don't know if I'll have the time to blog tomorrow. so let's talk about it. tomorrow I'm supposed to go out with vicks for breakfast, movie and shopping. we all need sleeves. great. I need nice sleeves. she just needs sleeves. apparently taka is having some form of sale, so hopefully we can get something out of the mess. it's a saturday. what a bad idea. but she's working...argh I hate it. everybody's working and everybody's busy. can't even go out. wail.

and then after that I need to really really fly back to kovan because we're heading for jonny's house for spa. yeah poor thing has 2 slip discs. sheesh. no wonder he said that squatting too long would hurt. goodness. so we're going to pay the poor felle a visit. so much for going into army.

hope the rest of the guys are doing fine in bmt. ha. so glad the girls don't have to go. but I guess some form of attendance will be missing then.

okay better go plan timing. tomorrow's going to be one crazy day...

woot! called geraldine's friend! thankies! let's hope something good comes out of this...okay maril I've got yet another agency number for you. when you're done at the australian high comm you can try this too.

the possibility you lost sight of waits for you at @ 1726

twelfthjanuary

right. listening to nakashima mika sing amazing grace. great, right? but somehow her lyrics is 'saved a wreck' and not a 'wretch'. hmmm. whatever. and I've fallen completely in love with yuki no hana. yeah I've known it as a nice song all this while but never bothered about it. bothered more about WILL instead. but I sincerely think that yuki no hana is nicer. heh.

and anyway I don't know what to write anymore. I'm just bumming at home, waiting for something to come along, and nothing is coming along, and I'm trying to kill my computer again with overload of downloads. oh and my secret letters PV is coming along quite okay, I think. it's quite sad though, because the whole PV is about these people attending a burial service, and then you watch all the pallbearers carry the coffin with lovely flowers on it, people crying, all in black, and then you realise that HYDE is IN the freaking coffin. great. I haven't really known anybody who curses themselves like this. ha. but heck. it's the english version of the song too! and I simply love that song too.

and I'm feeling very cold. oops that was sort of off topic, yeah? whatever. I'm feeling cold. but if I turn the fan off, then there wouldn't be air circulation. and if I open the window, noise and rain water would come in. looks like I must remain cold after all.

after three silly paragraphs, I suppose I shall end with saying that I made my next layout, the may2006 layout. it's terribly simple and plain and it's NANA. both of them. I'm just hoping that the iframe code will work properly. otherwise I'll have to go figure all the css. which is bleagh. I'll rather fight with an iframe alignment problem. at least well I can see that. just that I'll have to test it on a bigger resolution and on hated internet explorer. oh by the way, mizu says she has adobe photoshop NINE.ZERO. WOOT! can't wait to get my hands on it. I doubt it will be terribly different from my present 7.0 one, but wth. I just love new versions. at least I don't sound particularly backward. and then I'll tell people I've used so many versions. ha.

and for the months ahead, somehow I need to squash in a big miyavi one, a darling kyo one, another darling hyde one, definitely require a beautiful saga one, and maybe a gackt one. nahh. no gackt this year. perhaps I should do a die or a kaoru one. do them some justice. or better still, get a toshiya one AGAIN. I've head 3 toshiya layouts already. gosh.

oh and special thanks to yuting for telling me she couldn't see dearest kirito on this layout. OOPS. I didn't test this because I was in such a terrific hurry. thus I ended up uploading the wrong freaking file and...my blog must have looked incredibly ridiculous with just this white background and the words starting so far down. sheesh. it happened before, last january. ARGH january is cursed. last january it was daigo, but I uploaded the wrong file again, and then it didn't come out. it was only like halfway through the month when meida made a simple comment, asking why I suddenly turned simple and made it just white words on black background. I nearly spat whatever I had in my mouth I tell you. shock and horrors. I don't do up layouts with so much effort just to end up not uploaded and thus not appearing.

and everytime I say there's nothing to say, a lot of nonsense comes out. that's it then! so nobody can claim I don't update...hiakhiak

the possibility you lost sight of waits for you at @ 1703

eleventhjanuary

I don't know why but this damn thing is cranking up on me. it's going absolutely cuckoo. but now it's kinda alright. let's hope it stays alright for now. anyway I'm finally back from my holiday, and I'm supposed to find work. and I have called vick's aunt already. finally during office hours. heh.

I'll do the extreme hongkong some other day, when I've more time and energy and a little inspiration. right now I'm just supposed to erm, update. there's nothing to update actually, considering that I haven't done anything besides bumming at home. just that I tried clearing the table, it's still half cleared only, and I found mizu's comics. oops. they've been here for quite some time already. forgot about them. and apparently, she too. double oops.

since there's nothing about ME to talk about, I shall rave about the usual. april's layout picture is finally done (I finally put some missing pieces together). although my blending is still freaking poor (nao's hair very difficult lah), I think it doesn't look all that bad. heh.

and I think I need to burn a lot of things now. not just the videos are taking up space, the mp3s are in the way. so I think I shall burn away anything and everything randomly, just label properly. I'm so tired of trying to make sure that everything is burnt away neatly, same artiste and same cd but something is bound to get left behind. and I think that's what jrock_uploads mean by leftovers. the remaining files which couldn't fit on disc. oh whatever. my hyde and miyavi full discographies and nearly full dir en grey and kagerou is killing people. and my few albums of laruku and a little gackt oh and my full alice nine disco MUST go somewhere. otherwise my computer is going somewhere like the repair shop. which is bad. very bad.

and it so doesn't help that I'm downloading nana. YES I'm still at it. I just simply love the movie over nothing. well okay the storyline is quite cute after all, and no harm watching some rockin' kids, right? and of course when the rockin' one is nakashima mika, singing a song written by hyde, nothing can be that bad after all. OKAY I'm biased. like duh.

oh and speaking of movies, perhaps I'll talk a little about the movies I watched in the hotel. yeah the hotel had star movies. cool channel, when there's good stuff to watch, that is. and anyway I've a movie to recommend darling marilyn here. I don't know if it's available for rental here though. and perhaps you even caught it (I think you have this channel, right?). it's called 'dot the i' and it's one hell of a movie. it's quite a mad movie. kinda psychotic and evil and makes the characters terribly grey. after a while you give up and forget about standing on someone's side. but it's still a really good movie, and the guy looks not bad. oops.

and I finally got to watch pirates of the carribean! WOOT! I cannot, for the life of me, remember why on EARTH I didn't watch it. I meant to watch it. duh, johnny depp, anyone? but somehow or another I didn't catch it. so I finally watched it one fine night in the hotel. sister and I didn't even know it was on. but wth. we caught it. all hail captain jack sparrows!

oh yeah. on the plane sis and I watched wallace and gromit! so we don't have to spend the money in the cinema. especially since WG doesn't really need the cinema's vavavoom effects, it was enjoyable enough watching it on the plane. and MAN is it FUNNY. if you can't catch puns, or you don't prefer slapstick, don't watch. you might not enjoy it much. but if you have no problems with lame puns and simply love rabbits, just go. WAH the rabbits were SO CUTE! if only I could bring one home. but not hutch, please. he'll go 'cheeEEEassseeee'! and that's...oh well it's terrible.

and on the way back I watched corpse bride (which I also meant to watch anyway), which was...not so much a laugh, but oooooh. it's a little sad, but I think it's more touching than willy wonka finding a family. that extra bit in charlie and the choc factory was absolutely ridiculous. the point of the freaking book was never wonka. it was about the children. never mind wonka's eccentricities. it doesn't need explanation, nor console.

and after that, there was some time left (cartoons don't take very long), and so I decided to be idiotic and watched kungfu hustle. quite stupid, quite funny, but good entertainment anyway. stephen chow, how wrong can that guy go? so perhaps it's time to go asian, and watch the tuxedo on sunday. oops I'm not in on sunday. having tea cum dinner with my buddy. crap. I haven't finished her letter yet. ah I'll continue later.

and seriously I think I've run out of things to say. just that nana has finished downloading, but I need the right codec. AGAIN. sucks you know. so I think I shall just download the all famous vlc player and chuck bs player in the bin. damn. but then again, my codec package (which is humongous) is at 81% already. oops 82%. argh basically it's moving fast. okay here's the plan. if the package works, so be it. if it doesn't, vlc player, here I come. makes sense, right? I guess. I haven't made a lot of sense for a long time.

okay now it's to writing my silly resume. sheesh.

resume typed and sent. haiz. and there's a scratch on my phone's mini display!!! I'm so uber upset. and I don't even know how it happened. wail. oh and the nana video works. YAY! so I'm happy again. ha. but I've only watched 52 minutes of it so far. and there are no subtitles. but since I know the entire story already, it isn't too hard to follow. and I think I'm going to become not just a great fan of nakashima mika, but also a fangirl over miyazawa aoi. she's so pretty to begin with, and I mean pretty. and she's quite cute actually. she's one of those silly girls you roll your eyes at now and then but instead of feeling like strangling her or getting her a brain transplant, you just want to take care of her because you sincerely believe she can't manage and perhaps she'll appreciate somebody there.

in fact, it kinda sounds like what happens in the movie anyway. NANA nakashima is the cool and more street smart girl, while hachiko nana, darling aoi, is just all girlish and oh dear.

finished the movie! yay! this blog entry is taking a million years. so I shall officially end it here by saying...

NANA ROCKS!!! WOOT!!!

the possibility you lost sight of waits for you at @ 2356

firstjanuary

WOOHOO! happy new year to all! welcome back to my blog. haha.

anyway, I'm using dreamweaver MX! like finally. finally decided to take the effort to install the full set. yeah macromedia studio MX came along with my sister's laptop eons ago, and I promised myself that I'd install it right after my A's. yeah it finally got installed, and it's like a month and a little bit after my A's. but at least it's in now. and I'm happy! I jumped from dreamweaver 4.0 to dreamweaver 7.0! so exciting.

and I was telling sister, that we jump a lot. first we jumped from windows 3.0 to windows 98 (skipping 95), then we jumped straight to windows xp (skipping 2000). then we jumped from office 97 to office xp, from netscape navigator 2.0 (that was in 1995) to internet explorer 5.0, then IE6, then now firefox 1.0.7! then we also jumped from photoshop 5.0 to 7.0! and beyond the computer, I jumped from casette walkman (yeah I was turning that rectangular thingy round and round last time) to an mp3 player! it's the same size really, but what a WORLD of a difference it all makes. and my sis helped to add on that I jumped from nothing to a handphone, but I think most people my age are like that anyway.

and....actually I haven't anything to report. or rather, I've stuff to report but I'm way too lazy to report them. after all, the blog, although for people to know what the heck's going on in my life, doesn't have to detail everything. it isn't a report to some supervisor or anything.

and anyway tomorrow I'm heading for jacob's wedding. like finally. the poor guy's brain is all messed up because of it. can't blame him either. and then the day after, I will disappear from the island, because I'm transporting myself 4 hours to another island. heh. so before I return, there won't be any updates here, so watch out for the 9th. ha.

next up my favourite topic? right. my next layout picture is on the way out, but there's something not quite right about it. perhaps I'll take the week away from this little sunny island to go think about what's wrong with it. april's layout will feature NAO from kagrra! like finally somebody from kagrra. okay okay I know it was supposed to be izumi, like from some lightyears ago, but hey...but I love those PSC tour postcards to death!!! like AHHHHH!!!!

and and and I wish I could go for PSC tour! like AH! Peace and Smile Carnival Tour 2005 (crap man) features MIYAVI, kagrra, alice nine, gazette, kra!!!

AHHHH!!! and it doesn't help that j-xyz is offering to pre-order the PSC tour dvd that's releasing soon. the crappiest part? the original dvd is going for 5250yen, which is at most 85 bucks if you add shipping charges. stupid j-xyz is making it go at USD$56. ARE THEY OUT OF THEIR MINDS? THAT'S FREAKING LIKE 120 BUCKS!!!!!

breathe in, breathe out.

SIAO AH! anyway I haven't decided on whether I even want it. because I hate kra to death and I'm no gazette fan. but first press is 'important' because it comes with a bonus disc of their backstage nonsense. but then again, I could download it. ah whatever. I think after I come back from the island 4 hours away I'll go down to mise-sxclusive and see if they can make it. ARGH.

sleep!

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