xx2502xx

today is the 25th. already. doomsday is 1st march. I will say hello to tora.

but beyond that. no I can't go beyond that yet. so it's a level results day on wednesday and the perm staff are waaaaay more excited than us. the entire building received an email through their lotus notes, so they were all screaming excitedly to us, asking (or rather demanding whether we know) if we knew our results were coming out on wednesday.

like duh.

and it seemed like it was some great joyous occasion that they were to attend, instead of being the dreaded day that WE have to go for. sheesh. and then lily went on about her "so what are you going to do in uni?" questions again, and again she advised me to look for goldfish man if I'm stuck not knowing where to go.

and gues what? I found out that goldfish man majored in econs in kyoto university, which is...

bleagh. I hate econs. so what, if I go to him, he'll advise me to take econs? oh the horrors.

and actually he's pretty nice. just that his goldfish are freaky. and vicks and I realised that the number of goldfish left in the tank tend to represent the number of temp staff in the unit. oooh freaky.

went out with my buddy last night. a little high on ice (since she ordered KOSONG for me) and syrup but fun anyway. I think because I have to whisper so much in office, it's taking its toll on me. I am, after all, a person of many words and high volume. not as loud as vicks though. apparently mag said that the interviewers complained that the interview centre was too noisy, and added quickly that it's not just vicks, but everyone else too. but you know what? wendy and liwen speak pretty softly, I barely talk, and vicks IS really loud. so actually she seriously refers to vicks alone.

oh and wendy's friend isn't coming in after all. we're going to have a little fight going on monday. we'll be needing a little goldfish power, I suppose. and I don't know what they are going to do without all of us on wednesday.

oh and buddy gave me a beautiful copy of her work last night. any recordings? I think I'll enjoy a dj's voice speaking. heh. and I forgot to ask, I thought you always put zhang yiwei? why is it suddenly back to good old tkg days of teo ee wei? ahaha. trivial question, but boggles me.

went for kbox session this morning. not very fruitful, so I'm hoping that we're all free on tuesday night. or rather, that ah mae is free on tuesday night. but hey it was freaking cheap today. way cheaper than I expected it to be. I was thinking at least 10. it's even cheaper today. meida and I stared at the receipt again and again and it still looked to good to be true. oh well whatever. but sadly mae couldn't join us and jo had to leave early and I had to rush off. otherwise I could go down to bugis to meet crys with meida. still cannot quite picture crys with rebonded hair. and absolutely cannot picture wee khee with permed hair. I was laughing at her the other day over the phone, saying that she and crys had exchanged places in terms of hair. heh.

I am obviously not deluded enough to blog today. ha. I'm simply reporting stuff. as usual.

I feel like I've been working for the past 3 months or something. but actually I've only been there barely 5 weeks. and I have so much info on hand, both official and unofficial. and I'm working late, sleeping late, and it's come to a point where work goes on and on and I simply stay on and on. it's just like band last time. I don't know why I do it, but I used to just get stuck in school for hours. I'd stay on during weekdays till 7 or even 7 plus. I remember there were a couple of times I arrived home at 830 plus at night. for nothing, really. and then on saturdays I'd get home at like 7 or even later. I'll somehow find stuff and people to stick around for. and then we talk about trying to get home earlier and getting out of prawn's sight and running home.

but we didn't. we still stayed. and because dibz and yafen and jas went home with me, we all waited for one another. and sometimes we ended up waiting real long for yafen because she spent freaking lot of time polishing her little flute. actually she was spending a lot of time talking to huimin. but then again, I also spent a lot of time talking to shiqi after band, because that was like the only time I had to talk to her properly, since she was busy throughout the day.

and I realise it's happening again. I'm finding some loopholes, as in there are certain times when I take a break, walk a bit, visit the toilet, talk to lily, do pm2s a little slower. take a long long time to file stuff and wait for goldfish man to get off the phone so he can sign documents, pay finance a lovely visit etc. great. and I stay so long. I wait for vicks and sometimes I help her to sign her interview forms, and we just stay on until like nearly 7. and that's pretty much madness. considering that mag disappears at 5 plus, at most 6, and even winnie and lily begin packing at 6.

on a happier note, the endless story single has FINALLY finished downloading! WOOT! I didn't really bother about it, because I was more concerned with downloading nana the movie, and of course, nakashima mika's stuff, including nana's single. but actually the song endless story is very nice. and now that it's finally complete, I can listen to it! in fact I'm listening to it now. so now I can learn to sing it! haha. ito yuna isn't exactly the best looking girl, nor the best sounding one, but not too bad. miyazaki aoi in my opinion is sweeter looking, and nakashima sings better. but she's saved by the song. ha. I've never heard the c/w though. but according to nana-nana.net,

If I'm Not In Love (1993) By Dawn Thomas
"If I'm Not In Love" was first introduced to the world by Dawn Ann Thomas in the year 1993. Writing, composing AND singing the song, Dawn Thomas specialized it for the soundtrack of the hit American movie, "Indecent Proposal." It became a famous romantic movie ballad that is now forever locked in Hollywood history.

If I'm Not In Love (1994) By Kathy Troccoli
Just one year after the song came onto the scene, it was remade by Christian singer Kathy Troccoli for her self-titled album. Her rendition of "If I'm Not In Love" would become one of her most popular songs. It made No. 4 in the Mainstream Charts.

If I'm Not In Love (1997) By David Hamilton
David Hamilton is another Christian artist who remade the song. However, instead of singing it, David Hamilton remade the melody of "If I'm Not In Love" for his album "Christian Love Songs." The song was redone in keyboard. He has a tendancy to redo hit love songs from movies (EX: Titanic).

If I'm Not In Love (1998) By Jody Watley
Jody Watley is a queen of Soul, R&B, Pop and Dance from the 1980's. In the late 80's / early 90's, Jody was as popular as Janet Jackson and Paula Abdul. She covered the song "If I'm Not In Love" for her album "Flower." The song was even released on single in Japan. However, Jody's version of "If I'm Not In Love" was not very well known during that time (because Britney Spears, N'SYNC and Backstreet Boys took over the radio). But many Japanese fans argue that Jody Watley's version of the song is probably the version which influenced Yuna Ito's singing style for "Endless Story."

If I'm Not In Love (1999) By Faith Hill
Faith Hill's version of "If I'm Not In Love" is probably the most popular version of all. It was released on her famous album "Breathe," which broke Faith Hill away from Country into Mainstream Pop. "If I'm Not In Love" latered reappeared in the soundtrack of the 2004 American movie, "Chasing Liberty."

If I'm Not In Love (2004) By Jennylyn Mercado ft. Janno
Jennylyn Mercado is a very popular singer and actress in the Philippines. She was first made popular through Star Struck, a reality TV show searching for talent. She covered the song "If I'm Not In Love" with Janno Gibbs for her debut album "Living the Dream." Jennylyn and Janno later went on to win Best Performance By A Duet in the 19th AWIT Awards 2005 for "If I'm Not In Love."

Endless Story (2005) By Yuna Ito
You know the story... ^_____~

Missing Your Song (2005) By Saya Chang
"Missing Your Song" is actually a cover of "Endless Story." The song is by Saya Chang, an established Asian pop artist who was chosen to sing the Chinese ballad for "NANA" the movie. "Missing Your Song" is on Saya's new mini album releasing on December 12th 2005. Thanks to Stacy and Aodai for the info and song!

not bad, eh? saya chang, by the way, is zhang hui mei's sister. and the song is REALLY nice. AHHH!!!

okay, keep calm.

AHHHHHHHH!!!!

okay this is getting cathartic.

and my alice nine PVs are COMPLETED! woot! but there's a higher quality version of fantasy around. so I'm getting it soon enough. I think. and it's time to sleep. heh.

the black rain has stopped @ 0013

xx2102xx

today is payday. yay. not very excited huh. we'll see whether mag has remembered poor us. she remembers poor hui xia. she took a glance at the four timesheets and exclaimed

哎呀为什么这个只做到十号？(why did this person only work till the 10th?)

that was hui xia's. obviously someone has forgotten when she fired who. and then she still went on saying that we should have given her the timesheet immediately after hui xia left, because it's so piteous that hui xia has been going on these two weeks without her money.

yah yah yah.

oh and she's fired liwen today. great. liwen didn't even see it coming. and she's so...mild. oh well. and the saddest part? liwen was told that a perm staff was coming, so she isn't needed anymore. but guess what? wendy's friend is coming to be a temp staff in our unit starting monday. and liwen's last day is this friday. great. and wenhua's last day is friday too, but that's because someone has to pay tekong a good visit.

and I'm so tired. a song came to my mind just now.

Another hero. Another mindless crime.
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime.
On and on
Does anybody know
What we are living for
Whatever happens
We leave it all to chance
Another heartache
Another failed romance
On and on
Does anybody know
What we are living for

that's from moulin rouge. the show must go on. don't ask me why I'm thinking of it. I don't really know why either. but it just popped out in my brain. and it's just this section.

anyways, if maril you read this, go check your mail. a pretty long one awaits you.

and I must go sleep. I'm arriving at work later and later. and if one fine day I end up at office at the same time as yook meng, I'm dead. or perhaps he'll morph me into a goldfish and I'll join the species which exemplify the meaning of ignorance is bliss.

ugh I'm getting disillusioned again. there's something wrong with me in the mornings. I don't do work properly in the morning. lily was about to kill me when I found the application form happily filed in the volume. great right? well not exactly my fault either. and they send me to goldfish man often enough because the cases are easy enough for me to explain, but he can't lash out at me.

I await the day of hailstorms and flashfloods.

I hope it never comes.

the black rain has stopped @ 0024

xx1902xx

after a deluded entry, which I haven't had for a very long time, I arrive with a more exciting entry.

I have a few screencaps! I couldn't help but take them, because hyde looks simply too good in his latest PV. yeah man season's call is no WAH song, but the pv makes hyde look just wonderful. here's why:

like OH MY! hyde looks better and better as he grows older. great, huh?

even though my madness for laruku has gone oh so faraway, I still love hyde to death. he's just so pretty. he sings well and composes lovely songs too, so I guess there's more to the pretty face. his acting was...okay it wasn't as funny as gackt, but great for eye candy in any case. so that's good too! yay!

speaking of pretty ones, there was this macdonalds delivery guy who stepped into the lift with my mum ah ma and I last night. he was wearing his helmut and all, with that huge macdonalds delivery bagpack which had unzipped pockets. but staring at him from the side, GOODNESS he has LASH power. I think crys might faint too. he looks typically ah beng too though. but heck. lash power. woot!

speaking of crys, poor child can't watch brokeback, no matter how much she wishes to. funny isn't it, that the world has two incredible extremes. some think that gayism is the most bloody disgusting thing they've ever seen in their entire lives and wishes that it were a phenomena that should never happen, while there are others who take it like any scene they watch in the movies. and honestly, when it comes to jrockers, they don't look wrong sometimes, because one half really does look like a girl anyway.

but still wrong.

but this entry wasn't meant to be dedicated to elton john's big day. I just meant to put hyde's pretty face and that was it. and I still don't understand what's so scary about jrockers. if they're real pretty, I don't see what's so scary. it's so amazing actually. it's not as if they are gay. and the visual scene has changed such that their fashion is not so much of ladies' fashion so to speak, but more of madness fashion, where clothes don't seem to have proper seams in proper places, and the colours are...oh well. alice nine is terribly colour coordinated though, while kagerou is in a complete mess. miyavi is a COMPLETE MESS but there are days when kyo looks good.

speaking of which, miyavi layout must churn out soon. but saga layout must churn out sooner.

so there. time to reply maril too.

she must be stinking happy. =)

the black rain has stopped @ 1806

xx1802xx

I have an announcement to make. my computer is on the verge of dying.

ADRIAN come and SAVE IT QUICK!!!!

because the alice in wonderFILM is still uploading, so I'm not ready to delete them just yet. anyway I haven't burnt them. that's 1.4gb. and then I just downloaded a kagerou PV. and it has to be huge. so it's 251mb on my computer. then I'm trying to download 3 laruku files, and they're all 500plus mb.

therefore, if you do your calculations, based on the fact that my computer has only about 1.2gb left in free space, the answer is obvious.

I'm downloading WAY MORE than I can.

talk about living on tomorrow's money.

but sister says it's her term break week, so she can do something about it. and crap it, I saw adrian today. so he's kinda free to a certain extent. sis says she'll call him and he'll direct her as to how to fix the hard drive in, but I don't know whether that's a great idea. but oh wth. I just need the space.

with the new drive, I intend to slam my entire folder in, and slam in all the excess programs that did NOT come with my computer, with the exception of my internet, because the adsl cd rom is bloody irritating and don't intend to fight with it. because I don't think you can simply push the files about.

oh and because the computer's like MY own computer, I have a good mind to delete photo impression and winamp. and winmx is dead, so it's going. and I feel like deleting soulseek AGAIN.

I still feel like getting a thumbdrive. but I haven't any reason to.

and partly the reason why I'm updating here is because I'm waiting for the kagerou download to finish.

and I'm not blogging properly. what's with the pathetic paragraphs and one liners, you ask. I don't have that much to say. just that I don't fancy my computer dying.

but that aside. my computer aside, that is. I think I've wailed enough about it. and I will continue to wail for as long as I have that fear of my computer crashing. WAIL. anyway had great buddy time on wednesday. buddy complains she sees her name on this blog no more so I shall mention her this time. just that I ate too much, I think, and had a little stomach upset the next day. which caused me to pay the moe toilet a few more visits than I wished to.

and latest news. since hazelnut has officially moved to the other unit, I'm doing her work. great. and it seems that sapulily and winnie the pooh are moving away. winnie intends to quit and sapulily is moving like hazelnut. wail. the three sisters are great people actually, and now I've learnt that kian boon is lazy but nice, wendy is aloof but can still be caring, ms ng is kan cheong queen but also lovely, and shee chee is quiet but VERY nice. oh and leng hui is really really nice.

but I've also learnt that mag is a racist woman and raymond's a jerk.

how sad. but now I also know that goldfish man isn't as weirdo as we made him out to be on day one of work, but his temper isn't very good either. but I think he doesn't treat the three sisters real badly, and he doesn't rail at me. so I guess that's fine. just that I wish he'd take better care of his goldfish. and now that winnie knows we call him goldfish man, she might take a little more note of his poor fish. they keep dying like nobody's business. he makes goldfish lives so cheap man. haiz.

and I hope vicks is okay. haven't heard anything from her since before going out.

oh and I finally fixed my charger. sister would be rejoicing. and actually, so am I. but honestly, my phone can last quite long if I really want. just that I like to charge it at my whim and fancy. but my player is half dead because I make it play for 1.5 hours a day on the train and bus, and if I'm stuck doing pm2s, I'll make it play for another 5 hours. so the battery runs quite fast. oops. so here goes the electricty bill.

and I still await the 21st. I'm living on tomorrow's money, and I just got the statement from posb. my account sucks. really bad. and my interest is shitty. gosh. and meanwhile I'm still creating my shopping list slowly, and I'm still going out for dinner nearly all the time, and I'm still using a lot of money for transport purposes.

I'm running on lack of sleep. but I still don't sleep early. I continue to watch my tv, download my stuff and then wail the next day. I think I'm getting delusionary again. and I haven't been delusionary for so long. I'm beginning to feel like I went back to band again. the infrastructure is so similar. and I still stick myself in that place for so long everyday, fish out great tidbits, enough to write a book, and then go home and bitch with a good friend who takes the same train halfway to home.

oh so deja vu.

記憶を土に返して

I don't have to ask for them actually. they're always there. and the parallels remain. and oddly, my behaviour remains. I have this stinking feeling that someday I'll get ticked off for the same reasons. three sisters. like my three seniors of then. and hazelnut is like the one who disliked me so much and then the next year she switched 180 degrees. and told me everything and anything.

so familiar.

kioku wo tsuchi ni kae shite

return me my memories.

return me my good memories, somebody.

お願いします。

the black rain has stopped @ 0000. or has it just started?

xx1202xx

back to give my bloggie some love. tried to make some lovely layouts today, but little inspiration. and little pictures. due to my picky nature, I don't save every single alice nine picture I spot, so I'm left with pretty few pictures, considering my rampage about them. then again, they're pretty new and don't have much pictures. and also, nobody takes pictures like miyavi. that guy takes like 100 pictures a year or something. there are hundreds of miyavi pictures floating around, including cd booklets, magazines and photobooks. gosh.

now I'm wondering if I should make a sagaXtora layout, but I like my tora layout so much! and it's labelled march 2006. wail. and now I'm thinking of shifting saga to april, but that will be pushing nao to june, since my nana one is labelled may. oh whatever. stupid computer just shut down on me and stupid me didn't save the little I did of saga. argh. yeah it wasn't much but still...ARGH. my comp's running out of space. really running out of space. sister! quickly call adrian! the comp IS going to crash and I can't let it!

anyway...I told maril that I left out something in my reply to her, so I decided since it's nothing really private, I'll blab it here. basically poseUr club me had dreamt of vio some days ago. it was quite funny. because yap mae and I were going to someplace (don't remember anymore) and it seems she was taking me to see somebody. and she proudly presented vio. and the funniest part? he had utterly grey hair and it was kinda longish. like irving kind of hair. which was absolutely hilarious. and all I remember now is that he said he dyed it black or something but it's actually like that. yeah it's just as bad as the bollywood movie one, but not half as long.

and just now wee khee suddenly called. her voice was so familiar, and she said she was wee khee, but I heard vicky. then in my blur mind I was thinking no what, vicky doesn't sound like that...and she said wee khee like 5 times before it hit me. goodness. poor thing. I didn't forget her, but now I seem evil. oh whatever. apparently clara's working at kumon not so faraway from my house, and she wants to try a job there too. tuition kids huh. sister and I were just talking about brats. heh.

and now to give my blog extra love, I think I'll take the stupid random nonsense quiz off toki's blog:

a - accent: uhh, singlish? typically singaporean, I suppose.
b - breakfast item: whatever my mum makes. usually bread and milo. MILO!
c - chore you hate: clearing my table. it's such a CHORE.
d - dad's name: let's just say it's very chinese.
e - essential everyday item: my specs? otherwise I'm blind.
f - flavor ice cream: sticky chewy choc! special thanks to swensens
g - gold or silver?: silver
h - hometown: technically I'm born across the causeway, but singapore it is.
i - insomnia: me? insomnia? that will be the day. I sleep like a dead person.
j - job title: for now, I'm temp clerk. yeah I do all the admin shit in the office.
k - kids: uh uh. well we'll see about it. maybe I'll grow maternal instincts.
l - living arrangements: just my nuclear family and I at home...
m - mom's birthplace: across the causeway
n - number of lovers you've had: none
o - overnight hospital stays: none
q - queer: I like to separate my food dishes. don't ask me why
r - religious affiliation: I'm a c, I'm a ch, I'm a christian!
s - siblings: my daaaarling sister.
t - time you wake up: erm, it's supposed to be 7am, but it's been getting later and later...
u - unnatural hair colors you've had: none
v - vegetable you refuse to eat: kangkong/eng chye. whatever you want to call it
w - worst habit: er, I'm terribly slow? eating, bathing, walking...you name it.
x - x-rays you've had: 1 for my teeth and 1 for my cracked head.
y - yummy: pringles!
z - zodiac sign: taurus

okay! done! time to upload so maril can see something...maril, give your bloggie love too, okay?

the black rain has stopped @ 2336

xx1102xx

since kazu faces so little love from me, I have to blog today. not quite too free to blog anymore. quite sad, eh? and actually I'm supposed to work on the flyer right now, but I'm not really in the mood to do so. but then again, I'd better start soon, otherwise when I have the mood I might not have the time. but argh the photos jacob took are freakingly big. so big you can make a poster out of candice eating. haha.

oh well o level results came out yesterday. and wanting got 7. told vicks that nothing that bad could come out of it. sheesh. just because she doesn't reply an sms doesn't mean that she's done disastrously. and even if 7 may not quite be what she wants (well she wanted a 6) but oh heck. it's good enough for most anyway.

oh and hazelnut is leaving. or rather, she's transferring to another unit. but she's still going to be on 6th floor. and huixia got sacked. but vick's aunt offered her yet another stint at moe, and still on 6th floor! so wendy was like OH NO what if she lands in the same department as hazel?! AHAHAHA then that will be the joke of the year man. absolutely. but at least we'll all still be on the same floor. since huixia got the sack because whatever project raymond and perm staff wendy were working on was completed, then I think when wendy vicks and I are quite done with the 200 files that are coming down by the piles from financial department, we'll go too. but looking at it, by the time we're actually done, I think our holidays are quite done too. even if we get sacked, we'll slack the rest away I guess. no point starting something new all over again, right?

my hyde pv seems to be downloading pretty well. and as usual, yousendit has conked on me. the pop ups are gone and all, just one came out just now, but at least it isn't close the pop ups game. the problem is, recently, my yousendit downloads are unable to complete. at least the big ones aren't able to. and I don't really know why. I have a feeling it's because the connection times out or something like that. the smaller files finish, since they're smaller, but the big ones don't. it seems that the downloading program can't download much more than 30mb at max. and that is VERY bad. and yousendit is the only thing that works, besides bittorrent.

and I have a good mind to get an advanced bittorrent client. you know, the type that can choose which files out of the entire torrent that you want? that way, those pvs or album torrents won't be such a waste of my time. which is good. because I spotted this meev collection just now, but I only want one pv out of there. but then again, because the pv is nothing great, nothing funny, I decided not to bother. I like the song very much, but that's about it, I guess. at least kekkonshiki no uta's pv was cute. are you ready to rock's pv isn't great. but I'm still curious about that instrument of his...

hyde! jia you! it's at 71% now. it's apparently his latest single, which is to be released on only the 22nd. the usual pirate I am. it was released yesterday, japan time. oh my it's at 74% now! 75%! go go go! I just love hyde. hee. and I still love alice nine. heh.

and because maril tagged me to do this, and I'm bored waiting for hyde to hurry, here we go:

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"machinery that an artist has made out of all" well it's from childcraft, book 15. art around us. heh.

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
air air air WALL!!!! AHHH!!!

What was the last thing you watched on TV?
eh, vigilante force last episode last 20 minutes last night!

Without looking, guess what time it is.
4:40pm

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
5:10pm. oof!

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the fan, and the music coming out of my sis' laptop. she's just behind me, on the bed.

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
around 1pm? we went to eat lunch. daddy insisted, some teochew dish buffet thingy at some hotel at kitchener road. we jammed all the way there. sheesh.

Before you took this survey, what were you looking at?
uh, livejournals? how else I get hyde man?!

What are you wearing?
this blue shirt daddy bought from thailand, jeans, specs, bracelet.

Did you dream last night?
no? my eyes were red from lack of sleep, so I hit the pillow and went to lalaland quietly...

When did you last laugh?
just now? I guess. oh yeah while reading my email jokes. I always laugh, you see...

What is on the walls of the room you're in?
uhhh aircon? cupboards? shelves? yeah.

Seen anything weird lately?
weird isn't the right word, but balestier road is the lights version of sim lim square. every other shop sells lights! oh my it must feel good to walk there at night. and we spotted some cute looking ones too!

What do you think of this quiz?
good to while time away? ahaha

What was the last film you saw?
technically, it's shrek 2. watched the vcd at harrold's place. but talking about cinema, it's WALLACE AND GROMIT!

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
SAGA AND TORA! oops. **absolute irritation I have to redownload hyde due to errors!** okay I guess the usual. give some to parents, give some to God, give some to bank, give some to shopping malls. yay.

Tell me something about you that I don't know
errrrrrrrrrrr I'm quite open about myself, so I don't know....lemme think. argh fill in later. if I think of any.

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
merge all government systems together so that we don't have to take documents like N/O/A level certs, marriage certs, certs of service (ns completion cert basically) and key in all the nonsense!!!!!!!

Do you like to dance?
I don't have 3 left feet, but I guess dancing is alright.

George Bush
somehow doesn't annoy me as much as blair. but oh whatever.

Imagine your first child is a girl, what would you name her?
OPHELIA! so in love with the name.

Imagine your first child is a boy, what would you name him?
*starts plucking flower* saga, tora, saga, tora, kYo?! ahaha erm, shannon?

Would you consider living abroad?
if my mummy's coming along, maybe.

What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
welcome to heaven! woohoo we're so glad you're here!

so YES I have to re download hyde. WAHHHHH. and it hit 85% already!!!! WHAT IS THIS!!!!!! it's doing this on purpose!! I just want to watch hyde. and now I'm running out of things to do. okay it's a sign. time to start up that photoshop and do something about the flyer. argh. but first, I need some water. and then I need to upload this bloggie. then I'll open photoshop. and then I'll check on the dap. ARGH.

the black rain has stopped @ 1725

xx0502xx

some days, I just HATE yousendit. ARGH. stupid thing. I have no idea why, but besides annoying me by continually refreshing the page, resulting in the page repeatedly always on top, and also the fact that I can't close the yousendit windows while downloading, now it has the ultimate annoyance:

pop ups.

and firefox has the cheek to tell me that it has blocked pop ups from opening. what nonsense. argh. and it's opening up like 1 every 10 seconds or something to that effect. which is worse than annoyance. ARGH! but yousendit is quite a good idea, which works for me as well, so...oh well. sheesh my hair's getting into my eyes. double argh.

okay. stop argh-ing. went for chinese new year visitation with the sfers today. horrible ulu and grace refused to go. despite all our wails, they still went home. and grace still came along to pick gabriel up from jayne's house! the audacity!!! xinying was like GRACE!!!! WHY YOU HERE!!!

ARGH I'M LIKE PLAYING CLOSE THE POP UPS GAME!!!!

sorry. but anyway visitation was fun this time round. and desmond's mum makes great cheesecake! WOOT! and his dog is super pretty. but I think we all really went nuts at jayne's house, turning it into mini-IR. with the bridge tables open, the food and drinks served, people sitting around talking and a live piano performance, we seriously felt like we were at some IR to be. gosh. as if the mini retreat wasn't good enough. now there's entertainment!

and actually I'm quite tired. especially with the amazing pop ups! stupid thing! oh but sister and I went to buy a hard drive! so now I'm going to have 80gb more! that's twice the capacity of my present cpu! so exciting, right? or at least I think it's exciting...haha well I'll simply have loads more space to store my stuff. and still leave them for uploading. actually come to think of it, I'm wondering why on earth I need so much space for. but it's good anyway. I think it can store all our media. there's just too much of it.

okay I refuse to blog on if I'm to play the close the pop ups game. it's simply too annoying. I shall just complete my pierrot downloads and that's it. argh.

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welcome to kazu land! ahaha. bad joke?

I haven't anything to say at this point of time, just that I ought to sleep real soon actually. otherwise I'll be zombiefied for work tomorrow. and that's not too good. and winnie the pooh put new files into my arrangement! so now there are strange files floating within the lovely boxes I have arranged. and now we're going to miss out on certain files and I am NOT going through everything. argh. and I just saw the mail from tpbc. it's a forwarded mail from bedok south sec regarding a job vacancy. and the worst part? I spotted this:

familiar with PM2S, Office filing, School Cockpit, & IBENS.

I tell you I will not hear of that abbreviation for as I long as I live after I leave moe. seriously. sheesh. pm2s. I'll sooner pms. and the stupid computer was so uncooperative today. wonder how vicks has been tolerating it. and I thought my dearest uncle at home was bad. looks like worse can come after all. wail.

apparently there's supposed to be an interview next monday, and huixia's not scheduled in. so let's hope I get my chance away from hazelnut. interviews are quite fun to a certain extent, and at least there's no pm2s to pms on me. so that's not too bad a deal, right?

work aside. actually there's nothing else to my life. AHH! so much for getting a life. but anyway just time to get back into routine, into work again. but quite sad that we didn't spend much time in jb. wail. my favourite cousins. heh actually they're my only cousins. because my dad's side has no cousins. only his cousins. but it got really funny because my mum's nephew's son and daughter in law came to jb as well, and due to the generation thing, it makes my sister and I their AUNT. yeah, lao gou, you know?! gosh. it was ultimate smack head. and the two of them have a daughter!! so what on EARTH will she call us?! I don't want to know.

and anyway. stupid me tried to rid the computer of stuff just now, and resulted in an erase of certain codecs which disabled me from playing my alice nine concert! SO STUPID! and I was so excited, because I got the tracklisting, and a little commentary, so I wanted to check it out myself. crap me. but anyway all is back in order, I should think the file works now, since I spotted the right codec in the pack I downloaded. argh.

some good person on livejournal scanned some super lovely alice nine stuff! from arena 37 degrees, I believe. oh whatever. it's from the alice in wonderfilm tour. a pity the saga solo picture was taken a bit late, so he looks kinda drawn out. and there was this user who made some stuff for alice nine and her mom commented that saga is a very pretty girl. oh yeah you bet. or else why would I care for saga? I think when I like some band, I usually like a pair. one uke and one seme. heh. to a certain extent. poor meev lost sakito though. so sad. and sakito is nowhere in sight. at least not in jrock sight.

and after screaming so much over alice nine, you shall see ONE member next month! my dearest tora. no not ophelia. ahaha. but that song is lovely. oh and I managed to get finale! yes pierrot's first album. and I surprisingly remember a lot of the songs. I didn't remember listening that much to it. oh whatever. but my favourite track doesn't work! so I need to find creative master soon.

okay I think I'm making sense only to myself. the last 2 paragraphs weren't constructed very coherently. oh whatever. I'm HUNGRY. wail. go sleep!

oh and if you think you missed a previous entry (or you miss kirito terribly), go here.

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